Let Nature Takes Its Course

2011-11-26T22:23:00.001+08:00

http://www.mediafire.com/?d7la155bl7iel56

I wanna love you, i wanna love you
Yeah listen! baby naege baby naui dunune
neo hanamani sara sumsuineun de
geunde wae ireohke noemu nado meongose na heullo nimkin che (jeomjeom meolleo jine)
Ne saraminde (geu nuga mworahaedo)
Neon nae yejande (keuge euichyeodo)
Neomanisseumyeon I’ll be OK
ijen naega neol jigyeo julke
Baby you know because
*
I wanna love you I can’t live without you
Du nuneul gamgo nae du soneul jabgu
I wanna have you I really need you
Jigeum idaero modeungeol beoryeodugo
I wanna love you I can’t live without you
neon geujeo naegero dagaseo myeondwae
I wanna have you nae modeungeol julke
ijeneun neoege yaksokhalke

Keu sarami mwondae neoljikkyeo bulsubakke
neol kidaril su bakke No deoisang andwae
neol deryeowa yahaegeuwa neun eorulliji anneun neoreul
Naesaraminde (naesaraminde yeah)
Neon nae yeoja inde (neon nae yoeja inde)
Neomanisseumyeon I’ll be OK
Ijen naega neol jikyeojulke
Baby you know because
*
I wanna love you I can’t live without you
Du nuneul gamgo nae du soneul jabgu
I wanna have you I really need you
Jigeum idaero modeungeol beoryeodugo
I wanna love you I can’t live without you
neon geujeo naegero dagaseo myeondwae
I wanna have you nae modeungeol julke
ijeneun neoege yaksokhalke

(RAP)
Yo Excuse me Mr.
hwanalgyeotgata jombikyeo naega meonjeo geunyeoui yeopjariroda
Gaseogettji jeonjeonhi so set back
Girl’s mine niga mwondae uri sarangesundaego
Nyeoui nunege marhae neon nawa hamkke hakilwonhae
Girl’s mine
Neonjugeott dakkae eonado geunyel gatjil mothae
Ijeneun nae soneul jama
Adwae jebal naegerulwa
Naega neol deo saranghae
Naega neol jikkyeojulke
Modeungeol da gajyeodo
Neo eobsin andwaeneunde
*
I wanna love you I can’t live without you
Du nuneul gamgo nae du soneul jabgu
I wanna have you I really need you
Jigeum idaero modeungeol beoryeodugo
I wanna love you I can’t live without you
neon geujeo naegero dagaseo myeondwae
I wanna have you nae modeungeol julke
ijeneun neoege yaksokhalke

2011-08-18T22:53:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW IS MY FIRST PAPER, AND THE DAY AFTER TMR IS MY LAST PAPER!

Have I studied? NO! like omg. haix. why do i always panic last minute? ): gonna fail my itbd i guess. ):

DLE should be alright as i listen damn well in class and i have the 10 dimensions all in my head.

1. Privacy & Social Space

2. Safety & Health

3. Order

4. Mobility

5. Autonomy

6. Competence

7. The Adult Dimension

8. Comfort

9. Softness

10. Security

The 4 characteristics of space are:

1. Size & Scale

2. Entries & Pathways

3. Spatial Variety

4. Aesthetics

And the 7 Aesthetics are:

1. Lighting

2. Colour

3. Smell

4. Sound

5. Art & Display

6. Texture

7. Nature

This is for DLE aka Designing Learning Environment. the exam is on saturday morning. i can never burn midnight oil to study anything like seriously. ): i wonder why. my erjie is able to wake up damn early in the morning to study, then sleep late at night to study. and wake up early again in the morning. she has tons of self control that i do not have. ): It's in my blood. HAIX!

for my Infant Toddler Behavioural Development (ITBD) tomorrow, confirm fail. i have like 11 chapters, i din even finish chapter 1. i feel like dying man.. i dunno why i bought the textbooks. it's so darn expensive and i did not use it at all. like seriously the only times i used my two $126 worth textbooks is to lend other people to photocopy. seriously . haix!

exam exam exam exam

i gave up on ITBD tmr already. just gonna read through other people's notes before the exam and see what i can to the answer booklet during exam tmr. i don't careeeeeeeeee~

i tried to study, i did i did. but not enough. but i guess it's too late to finish all the damn chapters for ITBD. just gonna do well for my fav module this sem, DLE. hahahaha.

well i'm going to was the bowls that i left in the sink since morning. then sleep. :/ oh well. annyeong~ goodbam!

this song is funny (: listen to it. ^^

2011-08-16T21:29:00.004+08:00

i am here to move my toes from the first post as requested by Jiayi and Qishan. :D hahahaha

today is tuesday, my exam is on friday and saturday, and i haven't study yet. T.T i want to study!
and my damn ass of a eldest sister, she doesn't even know that i still have exams and i already have work next week. she's a major fail family member of mine, i wonder if she even cares about anything else other than her work, her temple stuff, and her supporting her friend's blogshop and herself. everyday come back find something to nag at me with that fucking irritating tone of hers. attitude only. no attitude then step that disgusting act cute tone like fucking disgusting only. don't say idon't want to talk to you, when i try to talk to you you fucking ignore me so why the hell should i answer your questions?! i never reply you you can say i'm deaf or dumb, you never reply me should i walk over and give you a tight slap on the face and ask you whether you got hear me anot? fucking attitude person, please hurry up get a life and move out of this house tyvm!

okkkayy~ i'm done complaining about her. hahhaha.hmmmm.
i'm going back to see my baby javier next monday! not to forget sean and seth, vance and irfaan! :DDD much much happiness! can go back and play with them, watch them during nap/milk time, feed them during lunch/tea time and bathe/change diapers for them. cute boys! ^^i'm biased against baby boys :D baby girls are either cry babies, possessive, sticky or vain at that age. me no like. hahahhahahahha

alright. this should be enough to cover for my toes! hahahhaha

i edited my picture and my coach in there. hahahaha

2NE1's I Am The Best!

Super Junior's Mr Simple!

2011-08-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

i edited my picture and my coach in there. hahahaha

2NE1's I Am The Best!

Super Junior's Mr Simple! <3

2011-03-10T15:10:00.000+08:00

Yay Yay Yay! I am Blogging~ ^^

okay....

NOW IS HOLIDAY.
I am very bored~ ZZzzz.
my grandma is back at my house and it's very troublesome one. but what do i do? (na ojarego~~ ) -.- haha
i am becoming more and more ai mei. die liao~ i just painted my toe nails yesterday ^^ haha orangy red colour ^^

My year one in NP is officially over. but i guess i'll have to retake one of the module? maybe? ): sadded stupid Language Arts. (NOT CONFIRMED. most likely though)
end of year one means no more attachment at Ubi Techpark! T.T i miss my children there. they are so adorable. in one of my post long long ago, i said i'd post a video of a very cute pair of children, i'm going to post it today! ^^

Boy with bangs: Ignacio
Girl with not much hair: Germaine
Boy in green tee: Hanson
Very sadly, Hanson and Germaine left the center already T.T they were my bias. (shhh. secret. hahhah)
I and G playing Rock, Paper, Scissors with me! (:
I: scissors paper stone! i cut cut cut cut you.
I hits G,
G: teacher you see Ignacio, scissors paper stone! -.-
Me: You ask her you love me anot.
I to G: Do You Love Me?
G: ~ you just now hit me leh~
I: ( grabs her hand, sayang, blow) Do You Love Me?
G: Love. scissors paper stone!

>.< awwwwwwwwww~ like a cute only. hahaha~

This holiday, i spent 5/6 of my day on my sofa, use laptop, watch tv, sleep, eat, and 1/6 bathe, toilet, cook food to eat, whatever else. -.-
i need work, i sent my resume to popular the day before. no news yet. so sad. ): waiting for ho kok papa's news, he called me just now say he'll contact GMP. yay! ^^ but then again~ haha

recent Korean Drama i will recommend to watch:
Dream High
Secret Garden

hahaha. I finished watching both of them! it's awesome.
Dream High is about a group of students in this Arts Academy, where they have lots of drama in it. yeah,, drama, including the teachers too. How hard they work in order to showcase their talents and get scouted by various agencies so as to have their professional debut in the musical industry.
Secret Garden is awesome! :) best ever. i admit at first when i saw the title of the drama, it gives me a very sad and boring feel to it. but after i watched the BIG BANG PARODY of Secret Garden, I decided to watch it allll! (: it's awesome la~ here's the video of Big Bang's Parody ^^

the two main leads:
(Gil Raim) G-Raim: G Dragon.
(Kim Joowon) Kim Jootop: TOP
(Oska) Seungska: Seungri
(Secretary Kim/Joowon's Mom) Secretary Kang: Daesung
(Director Im Jong Soo) Team Leader Tae: Taeyang
(: enjoy!

laugh right? hahha. okay la. i shall stop about Korean stuff^^

i am becoming fatter with all the slumming on my sofa, eating and no exercising. I have to go gym for training this sunday with Amazon. ): i don't like gym. but for the sake of burning fats. just only. hahhaha.
I need a job to earn moneyyyyyyy~ my mother took away my atm card. ): then she never give me pocket money also. ): sadded. then she want me to go out and find job? -.- i stay at home find job better! HAIIIII~
I AM BORED! I guess i am going to fry pancakes and eat. then go and BATHE. :/ BYE BYE. enjoy the videos! ^^

2011-02-07T10:14:00.001+08:00

I wanna Blog~ but there's LOTS OF PEOPLE around meeee~ lalala~

A once upon a blue moon post

2010-12-23T02:24:00.001+08:00

HELLLO~~~

   It has been a few months since I really really blogged yars. hmmmm.

Well it's sort of my holidays now, started this week. However, until now, i've been going to my attachment center everyday! i'll be going back there again later for their excursion trip to you know where?, Orchard Road! -.- Well, no harm done since i'm sort of damn free and i get free Mac lunch and i get to see my children. hahaha. That reminds me. i have not done my evaluation for my mentor's lesson implementation. -.- have to hand in by friday sia. think i'm gonna chiong it later in the afternoon or something. I'm not free on friday! I'M GOING TO CUT MY HAIR! to what? a totally new style from now i guess. haha! (Y) after cut hair will be Narnia with Bitch Ck plus his darling Tingyi and Macpherson Tnet People. INCLUDING HONGYAO!! like so long never see him uhs. HAHA. i wanna see him and his botak head! :D

   Well, like i said, few months has passed. My last actual post was August 15. -.-At that time, many many things were different from now. That time, i was still in Ngee Ann basketball, Still,, erm, i know can liao. haha. Still having my Holidays due to end of Semester ONE! like a yay only. -.- NOW I'M IN SEMESTER TWO, having my Term Break until the second week of January, technically until Jan but there's e learning week, so ya. ^^ I'm mentally and physically single now! hahaha, wait, no! I attached to Kpop. hahahhaha! as in, starting from this year, i got deeper and deeper into the kpop wave and it has washed me into the depths of it's ocean. hahaha. what a comparison. lols. OH YES. I have quit the Ngee Ann Basketball Team. Haha! idk why but i find that the team is abit (you know) and the training times is seriously late! as in, it starts at 7 ends at 9, we leave school at about 10 and i reach home after 11. bathe and everything, 12 plus sleep, the next day latest by 7 must wake up, 7.30 must be on the bus to school in order to reach a few minutes before 9am. like wth. -.- So i quit! I'm very lazy too la, i admit okay. haix~

   I guess i've really changed a lot over these few months, in a lot of ways. IDK. i just think that i've changed a lot. some for the better, some just goes bad. hmmmm, the bad ones are like, ALWAYS MY family. -.- i hate to talk about them, they just seriously piss me off. zzz. hmmm. for the better ones,? i guess, my self awareness will be one thing. Confidence, 娘-ness also. hahaha. that i'm happy about. LOL. I've become so 娘 and 爱美 now~ omg. -.- but i still am as rough as ever while playing basketball uh.. hahaha. and it's been a month plsu since i touched LAN games.. other than the times i play maple when Ck goes to bathe, I AM NOT ADDICTED TO IT. I've more of addicted to KPOP, what with Mnet, Music Bank, Music Core and SBS Inkigayo, and all the variety shows like Running Man, Oh My School Let's Go Dream Team, We Got Married, Strong Heart and etc, haha. How am i gonna have time for everything sia!?? -.-

   I guess i've got to go sleep now. I needa wake up latest by 9am to bathe and put my clothes together and go to Ubi for their excursion. WHAT AM I GOING TO WEAR?! WL. Zzzz-.- There's Mnet Countdown tmr, will be seeing GD and TOP most probably Park Bom, and T-ara's YaYaYa. the song has a damn catchy tune to it, i cannot bring myself to dislike it sia~ zzz

   I need to put aside a few days next week for Burden Outing! very long never meet them le!!! miss them soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo MUCH!
except for that stupid ho kok chung hsien, everytime ask him want play ball, tell me see first or kk anything, in the end call him, I AT LAN. _|_ seriously if you at LAN when i asked you and you dun wan to come, tell me, I'M NOT GOING, if i bug you, tell me, I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANT TO GO. do you know that it's damn annoying every time i think you will come and every time you tell me you at LAN then you never come! like _|_ uhs! nb. you say you dun wan come i no need to waste my time calling you when i'm playing basketball lor. cb, every time dua me very fun isit? you think i like to give you attitude over the phone ah? PLEASE JUST USE YOUR TINY BRAIN AND THINK ABOUT IT OKAY! 白痴!

   Fine, I'm going to sleep now. I'll be using a notebook to write down my evaluation throughout the excursion and typing it out once i get home. Then print it out and go alllll the way to Ngee Ann to submit it. then go to ck's house watch Mnet Countdown~~~ YAY!!! I still have Oh My School, Invincible Youth and Real Sound by Taeyang haven't watch on my TV. I MUST FIND ONE FREE DAY OR NIGHT TO WATCH IT MANS! MAYBE SUNDAY! :D

GOODNIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SWEET DREAMS EVERYBODY!

talk about dreams, this morning i had a GREAT DREAM! I dreamt that i was at some waiting room or something, then suddenly Beast walked in, followed by Shinee, SNSD, SUJU, T-ara, Big Bang, 2NE1, FT Island, CN Blue, 2am, 2pm, etc etc~ the thing is, I SHOOK HANDS WITH MY BIASES~ XD. HAHAHA, INCLUDES KIKWANG DOOJOON HYUNSEUNG TAEMIN MINHO KEY ONEW SEOHYUN YOONA YURI EUNHYUK DONGHAE LEETEUK RYEOWOOK HEECHUL JIYEON TAEYANG GD TOP SEUNGRI DAESUNG DARA PARKBOM HONGKI JUNGSHIN YONGHWA JONGHYN MINHYUK JOKWON SEULONG NICKKHUN JUNHO CHANSUNG WOOYOUNG! WOOOOOOOOOOOOTS! the list cannot go on sia, go on never ending liao. 0.0 :/ hahhahaha. now i'm excited! zzz. I MUST GO AND SLEEP LIAO. GOODNIGHT. no seriously. goodnight! ^^

Outrageous! &aposMissing awards&apos from Mnet Asian Music Awards anger K-pop fans

2010-11-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

Outrageous! &aposMissing awards&apos from Mnet Asian Music Awards anger K-pop fans

I'm just posting this randomly. -.- gonna do my assignment. no time to blog.

MY SISTER IS FREAKING IRRITATING! SHE DISTRACTS AND DISTURBS ME MORE THAN MY TV AND MY INTERNET DISTRACTS AND DISTURBS ME!

SHE THINKS SHE IS THE HEAD SINCE MY PARENTS ARE OVERSEAS! OH FOR GOD'S SAKE! YOU CAN NEVER BE MY HEAD! I HAVE TO NOW BECAUSE I'M NOT OF AGE AND YOU ARE 8 YEARS OLDER THAN ME YOU CAO LAO DE DA BIAN! TA MA DE! QU SI!

再见！

2010-09-22T22:54:00.001+08:00

SCHOOL

Every New Semester:

After First Week:

After Second Week:

Before the Mid-Term Test:

During the Mid-Term Test:

After the Mid-Term Test:

Before the Final Exams:

Once Get to Know the Final Exam Schedule:

7 Days Before the Final Exam:

6 Days Before the Final Exam:

5 Days Before the Final Exam:

4 Days Before the Final Exam:

3 Days Before the Final Exam:

2 Days Before the Final Exam:

1 Day Before the Final Exam:

The Night Before the Final Exam:

1 Hour Before the Final Exam:
During the Final Exam:
Once Walk Out From the Examination Hall:

After the Final Exam, During the Holiday:

2010-09-10T11:28:00.004+08:00

childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish childish

yes yess. i'm telling the whole world i have a childish mother. she is damn childish. acts like a child, thinks like a child, behaves like a child. yes. totally like a child.
-wants everything your way,
-thinks childishly,
-if things doesn't go your way, you snatch the object related or hit people
-if things still doesn't go your way, you do it yourself,
-goes back on her words without any reason
-you show temper, bang everything,
-acts childish and hides related objects like keys to prevent others from using it,
-ignores everything else.

yes. i study early childhood and this is the exact mindset of most preschool kids.
and it fits her current behaviour PERFECTLY.
anecdotal recording ya. -.- to observe first then record down behaviour.

YOU ARE BEING DESPISED BY A 16 YEAR OLD. YOU SHOULD BE PROUD OF YOURSELF.

I'M BEING MOVED TO TEARS JUST BY THE WAY YOU ACT. YOU'RE THE BEST MOTHER IN THE WORLD. FUCK YOU. SUCK YOUR THUMB.

if you ever found my blog, you might realise that most of the post is about YOU. and your eldest daughter. cause you know why!? I CANNOT VENT MY ANGER ON YOU YOU IDIOT! i think you come my blog and read you will cry arh! just cry man! this is what your daughter is like! want or not up to you! FOOL.

2010-08-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

Hello~ I'm kinda back. haha. Just to post my BIG BANG! <3 <3 woots~i love them! :)

the videos i'm gonna post are damn funny~ (: xueling baby~ you can watch from here~ ^^

Big Bang Parody (1N2D) Pt 1

This part, they played table tennis with each other. (:

Big Bang Parody (1N2D) Pt 2

This part they played foot volleyball with their managers. (:

Big Bang Parody (1N2D) Pt 3

This part they played some team games and must win so that they get ingredients for their BBQ dinner later. (:

Big Bang Parody (1N2D) Pt 4

Then it's dinnertime, then they go back inside and have some truth moment. (:

Big Bang Parody (1N2D) Pt 5

This part their managers comes out to complain~ haha. and they decide which of the two members have to sleep outside the apartment in the freezing cold tent when its snowing~ ):

Big Bang Parody (1N2D) Pt 6

This part, they complete the entire parody with the last mission, which is to wake up at 8am, reach outside the apartment and take a picture within a song that is played, at 8am. COOL! its only about 3 mins... o.o (:

RIGHT RIGHT, I wanna go watch all of them again, then go to sleep~ yawns, have been wasting my time nowadays, and playing l4d2 with sy and ch.. -.- haix. haha. watch Love In Disguise today, its only soso. that stupid ch keep talking about liu yi fei-.- he's a hunter that hunts shit~ BABY! HIONG NIM! otokaji? hhahaha! xiao mei mei~ lets cry and pester burden again next time(: <3

2010-08-15T00:51:00.000+08:00

today~ i think i did nothing la.. holidays is so boring. but when its school term, we will hope for holidays to come quickly. i wanna rot and do nothing every single day. currently in a mood that is i dun give a damn about anything, just leave me alone. just wanna cry randomly. due to nothing, nothing at all. i dun wanna eat, i dun wanna sleep, i dun feel like playing games. i dun feel like watching tv, i dun feel like doing anything. just leave me alone. my laptop and music and accompany me. i'll be fine with these. ... blast the volume and listen to the songs i wanna listen, pick the songs from my playlist and match them with my mood, stare into the air and just think about everything and nothing. the past and the present, the what ifs and the or elses, the what abouts and the whys, and most importantly, when will you see me.. ... thinking of... crying again. whenever i think of crying, i just won;t cry. but i want to. i dunno this feeling. its very torturing. maybe i really should try going to the beach at night, wear a big jacket and sit on the breakwaters, listen to my music and stare into the dark horizon. hmmm. its a not bad idea. hmmmmm. i will try doing that someday, if i get the chance to. maybe during chalets, or some day when my mother finally allow me to ton.. -.- that will be ,, impossible i think. -.- end*

alright~ idk what to do now. i still got subway melts haven't eat. my mother say dun leave till tmr, eat now, -.- its so late alr la!going to 1am already!!! =.= fat! -.- i have pie to eat tmr!!! yay:D hahas

i kinda miss you, haix, i should have taken the opportunity that week... zzzz. now you don't have chance to do anything le la. zzz i miss you. omg. haix. dun read this la. zzzz. i've been discreet on this for so long. people even think i dun already. some even think its someone else. -.- zzz go and die. so many people change already. i change already. i've become less fragile, more bitch* -.- and idk... haha. i know i change, but a few things still remains. 1. i still miss you, 2. about that stupid asshole. -.- 3. my name is still jacqueline yeo. and i'm still your stupid dumbass ******* -.- ASS! i hate this la! i dun wanna be *******. apparently you appear to dun even know this. you have others on your mind la! i know la! zzzz. haix.

my birthday is coming again. zzz this year is different, i have people i want to celebrate with and i have people i dun wanna celebrate with. wth.. -.- what shit is this. its your birthday. for goodness sake. HEY TEAM!! I STILL YOUNGER THAN YOU!!! OLD PEOPLE!! HAHAHA! ... lames~ -.- wo zhang da le.

should i consume the stupid subway melts now? zzzz -.- fattening you know!!! but throw away later my mother kb! =.= how? zzzz. cannot leave for tmr also. my mother say one. than how? than how? than how? zzz i dun feel like eating leh.. wth... zzz.

okay.. i shall off my lappy than decide. hmmmm.

bye bye people. theel next tyme~ lols. what's with the theel -.-

2010-07-29T01:06:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!! i'm back from today's hectic schedule. ^^ supposedly!!! my schedule's supposed to be,
morning tutorial in school from 10 to 12pm,
next attachment back at ubi 1-4pm,
evening back to school for training, 6-9pm.

HOWEVER,my schedule turned out like this....

left home at 9am, board bus at 9.24am, (due to my neighbour, i got delayed.)
morning, reach school at 10.30, left school at 12.30. (due to me being late for tutorial, i needed to explain to her about my neighbour, so, delayed again.)
left for attachment, reached at 1.55, left attachment at 5pm (due to lecturer's delay, i got delayed!)
reached eunos interchange at 5.29pm, bought dinner and board bus at 5.33, ate chao fan on the bus~ ^^, (late for training, delayed*)
i alight at school bus stop at you know what time?!!! O.O 6.52pm.!!! like wth la... than train train train~ (idk why i needed 1.5h to reach school! -.-)
I liked today's drills^^ than we played match, halfway it rained, so end training, that was around 8.30pm,
left kismis court at 9.14pm, board the bus~ reach home at 10.23pm! ^^ (luckily, the time training ends wasn't delayed! :D)

YAY!!. i also dunno i yay for wat... hahahaha. i love BiG BanG. and i'm starting to like Daesung too^^ haha! Taeyang, GD, T.O.P, SeungRi, Daesung! ^^
Taeyang is so hot! GD is so cute! T.O.P is so captivating! SeungRi is so hilarious! Daesung's voice is Nice! BIG BANG BIG BANG BIG BANG!

I SHALL CHIONG EVERYTHING I HAVE LEFT FOR THIS WEEK TOMORROW!! pus my STB storytellling~ chiong arh chiong! TOMORROW IS ALSO my last day at my attachment center! D: cries* i'll miss my adorable kids! ): i shall upload some photos of them when i have time! ^^ there's a video i wanna share!! ^^ ITS SUPER ADORABLE!

TILL THEN~~ ^^BAI BAI!

G-Dragon
Duties: Leader, rapper and vocal
B-day: 18-8-1988
Height: 178 cm
Weight: 58 kg
Blood type: A
Favourite things: Clothes, hats, shoes, accessories and himself
Things that he hates: Rainy days
Motto: Whatever you do, just try your best
Characteristics: A always baby face on which a super cute smile always can be spotted

Debuting name in Japan: SOL (It means ‘Sun’ in Spanish)
Duties: Dancing and vocal
B-day: 18-5-1988
Height: 174 cm
Weight: 62 kg
Blood type: B
Characteristics: He is just like what his name suggested, an adorable boy who can give people around warmth and light.

2010-07-23T14:13:00.001+08:00

Hello people. Its been a while since i've upated.. though, no one will read this.. haha.

Projects and tests and basketball and my sleep and my relaxation. i seriously need to balance them out.. basketball takes up my time to do my projects and tests and sleep, sleep takes up everything else. haix. i wanna have plenty of time i no need to sleep. zzzz. maybe i can just dream of everything else. seriously. zzz

school is... relatively fine? except for the occasional stuff that makes me unhappy and irritated, i swallowed them down and act like nothing happen, than go back and complain to other people. -.- sorry arhs. hehehe.. what can i do? lol don't expect me to tell my classmates right? haha.

not thinking too much le.. for this period, take one step at a time. work hard for the rest of this semester, work even harder for the next. jiayou.

now... okay. i'm irritated again.. i'm blogging and u just poke your head in.. -.- irritated. keep my cool keep my cool... since you already know i'm emo-ing.. why don't you just leave me alone. bugger. irritating. some sort of a pest you are. sorry i said this but this is exactly what i feel about you. since from a certain day and time, everything you say irritates me, even a simple hello. -.- pest. every single time you nudge me and every single time you touch my things or every single time you call my name. zzz i will be like. wdf do you wan now? you are so annoying luh. zzz. can't you just think of your own stuff to do or talk to other people? you super sticky and i dislike you. i dislike your niam-ness and voice. i dislike everything that is related to you. zzz fuck off.

2010-07-12T12:30:00.000+08:00

I am so bored right now~ my dear young bae(Taeyang) is so cute. So is Jiyong(G Dragon)!!! ^^ yesterday night found out that assignment is due today at 5pm! we all wanna kill teacher! damn him! than rush rush rush~ just now finish le. relief? or not? don't think so. now damn stress lorh. so many things! I have 9 notes on my desktop that is either test or project! -.- kns! cry~ haix~ later got training.. how sia... so uncomfortable. zzz... i got so pissed off so easily yesterday. lucky u never go out yesterday! zzz. NOW WE'RE busy editing the thingy~!! too many words!! shit!
BYE! come back later! bye!

2010-07-10T01:50:00.001+08:00

Seeeeeeeeee~ Taeyang is Hot and Jiyong is so damn Cute!! forget about Dara.. lalalas.

Today school,tired~ no mood.... after school, slacked at library, waited for baby and brader-in-law to reach NP. ate at makan place, bus to bukit panjang, take LRT go Fajar, walked to ZhengHuaCC for match... lalala. i dun even know the score la... hahaha. Zzzz the match wasn't enjoyable. again. it was the coach's problem. WHY GEYLANG SERAI CC DE COACHES ALL LIKE THIS ONE!!! PLEASE LA! John even more kb than Mitch la! ccb!~ where got coach scold player stupid one! okay la! on court don't say "sorry". OKAY LORH! EH! YOU SCOLD ME I ALSO WON'T SAY SORRY! DON'T EVER EXPECT ME TO SAY SORRY TO YOU! YOU NBCB~ damn ass fucker! you go bang wall la!!!!! fuck! not happy dun let me play la! big deal arh?! knn! dun play dun play la!!! i join this team because i tot it was mitch teacher leh. not you. i continue join cuz i got no other teams i wanna join and your training is near my house than i jiu go lorh. THIS PERSON IS ASK PEOPLE MSG ALL THE PLAYERS ASK THEM IF THEY ARE FREE ANOT, YOU MOST ARE FREE THAN GOT TRAINING, IF MOST ARE NOT FREE THAN NO TRAINING! WTF! you are a coach okay! what's your fucking problem! whatever it is! PLEASE NOTE THAT I'M NEVER GONNA SAY SORRY TO THIS FUCKING GUY ANYMORE. CCB. YOU WANT ME TO PLAY PROPERLY, YOU FUCKING DO NOT SCOLD ME STUPID! YOU DAMN ASSHOLE!!! DO YOU EVEN HAVE BASIC RESPECT? need me humiliate you to the opponent team on court arh?! you damn got face lorh! I MISPASS THE BALL YOU SAY I THROW YOUR FACE! LATER I LITERALLY THROW AT YOUR FUCKING FACE I TELL YOU!

zzZ.ZZ-.-

NBA NBA NBA!!! TOP NEWS TOP NEWS!!!!!! MIAMI HEATS IS GONNA HAVE LEBRON JAMES, DWAYNE WADE and CHRIS BOSH PLAYING TOGETHER IN THE NEXT FEW COMING SEASONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we see another big three coming, except its not in celtics but in miami heats!!! GO MIAMI!!! I SUPPORT YOU, RATHER THAN CELTICS! hahahaha!! THOUGH! i will always support LAKERS TOO!!! wish to see heats vs celtics!!! lets see who will own!!!! which big three is the mighty one!!! oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOGOGO!

It is currently 1.40pm, i have badminton make up attachment tomorrow at 11am in the morning. -.- after attachment which is around 1pm, gonna go back home, do my things, go down to RC and have fun.!

SUNDAY WILL BE MY SLEEPING DAY!!!!

i shall go to sleep before my father comes back and ACCUSE ME OF NOT LOCKING THE GATE WHILE IT WAS MY SISTER WHO DID IT! I already told him it was not me. and i was in the living room!! HE JUST KEPT SHOUTING AT ME, SAYING "YOU NEVER LOCK THE GATE DAMN DANGEROUS ONE YOU KNOW! WHAT OF THE STRANGER COME IN HOW?!!" when i finally lost it and shout at him, my mother and sister came out and started scolding him for being too loud and say that it wasn't me! HE STILL WANT TO CONTINUE YOU KNOW!! NNB! than my sister say" SEE LA! ASK YOU SLEEP EARLIER DON'T WANT, THAN LET THIS KIND OF THING HAPPEN!" i was like. " WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE!!! IF I WAS INSIDE THE ROOM HE WILL STILL GO INSIDE AND SHOUT WHAT! EVEN WORSE RIGHT!" *silence* than my mother ask everyone to go do their own things... -.- THAT WAS 2am PLUS AT NIGHT LA!! I BET YOU MY LIFE THE WHOLE AND OPPOSITE BLOCK CAN HEAR THE SHOUTING IF THEY WERE AWAKE! -.- THAN JUST NOW i haven't go and sleep, both my mother and sister was like " still dun wan go and sleep arh, you wan the same thing that happened last night to happen again isit?!" "Go and check the gate before you sleep. go!!! NOW!!!" the thing is. I'm not sleeping yet! and its annoying to bring up things that you feel unhappy to think about. THEY ARE FUCKING MORONS! -.-

i shall go and sleep now, before my father comes home. GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!!!

2010-07-06T18:11:00.000+08:00

Hello!! I'm currently in school library, hungry like shit! but i dun wanna draw money!!!!!!! oh my shit!! i wan money!!! i feel like eating subway man~ OMG! D: hungry hungry! maybe the people around me can hear my stomach protesting against not drawing money to buy subway!!! what the shit!!!!!! I AM LIKE OMG HUNGRY TO THE MAX. T.T

hmmm. today reached school at 8pm(? round there lah.) was suppose to meet SOMEONE! but end up! late!! kns! make me go to school so early! shit you~ xp eepp was okay~ IT Lesson we're learning dreamweaver!! it's damn fun!!! hahaha!!! than after that go makan place eat lunch, I ate egg wrapped rice with tepan fish!!! ^^ IT IS DELICIOUS. i came back last and was the first to finish.. great huh? ^^ FOOOD~~~~~ D:

after that was badminton, short test. it was so stupid cuz its open cheating~ everybody was sitting so close to one another~ -.- like just beside each other, on the court. -.- it is stupid. but i think everybody failed togetherXD hahahahs! WHAT SIA! BADMINTON GOT WRITTEN TEST! -.- rubbish! hmmm. than it was singles play~ -.- i got into last round in the girl's group. than my opponent is like... an actual badminton player~ -.- this is sooo not fun~ and its gonna be next week.. than it'll be doubles play.. o.o

after badminton, me and yingting laughed all the way to the toilet, laugh all the way to the library, laugh all the way up to 4th floor while climbing the stairs, and now're we're doing our own things. laughing while walking is a very tough chore okay! haiz..

AGAIN! I'M HUNGRY.

why do u need to be so ... like this? haiz. i tot i had a happy -------. but the moment i turn around. -.- shattered man~ -.- sad. haiz. WHY! like i said. I hate my stupidity to the max. maybe to the extreme.

I love my friends. who always make me laugh my heart out. so that i don't feel the pain. but, when i'm not laughing and my heart is with me, the pain is unbearable. F!

2010-07-06T00:37:00.001+08:00

Hmmmm... i actually thought of lots of things to blog today~ but forget it... i'll just summarise it. i wanna fall sick and be taken care of. i missed the feeling. the end.

haix. was on the bus to bc just now and i thought of lots of things like the most memorable time i got sick and taken care of. it was definitely unforgettable. haix. nothing i can do about it. next time luh. sian~ feeling the feeling you get when you really missed a feeling and you really shouldn't be wanting to feel it ever again. but it is the feeling that i really want, like.. about nowadays. the stress and all, i wanna be sick!!!!

Did I tell you guys that I ♥ Taeyang and Jiyong from Big Bang!! I didn't?? I tell you now. I LOVE TAEYANG AND JIYONG FROM BIG BANG!!! ♥♥♥♥♥

skipped training and went to watch eclipse with cjy yt and aidah after school. ooooo. got bitch got bitch.. might as well dun where shorts man~ -.- that guy was totally staring at you when you walked pass him la! and than he looked at me and looked back at your ass. and like ask me a question with his eyes... " Do you know her!? Can you intro me to her?!!! She's damn hot! " that look.. -.- that is totally bizzare i tell you. i swear that guy was thinking right that.. -.- haix.

went to bc after movie. sat there and listen to music, din quite watch them play.. just stared at some pparts of the whole court and reminisced... haix.. went to kopitiam ate prata with ck liye jiayi and hc.. they keep disturbing me! and trust me! i was damn bitch!! hahahha vulgar me~ D: haha than go sheng shiong with liye and hc, walk with them to eunos mrt, on the way, hc saw 2 cockroaches mating and got very high.. -.- than waited for both of them to get their ass on the bus and i took a bus home..

Today is my mother's birthday! i mean 5th july! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

night people, Taeyang♥, Jiyong♥ and Baby♥.^^

2010-07-04T02:10:00.000+08:00

HI people. Hmmmm.. i actually back with Taeyang videos and songs again~ haha but shall blog abit~

hmm~ i got back two of my results ytd quite satisfied with them~ ^^ STB=A, FP=B+ ^^ yay~ haha sian~~ th referencing is like shit. i think the whole class never do the in text lah~ -.-
haha. okay~ today wake up, got everything done and cabbed with mother to Doreen and Yuen Long's wedding lunch~ hahaa i feel so tall yet again~ lols.. heels*~ 0.0 left early like around 3pm and walked around to find the bus stop~ than got on a 21. but i took the WRONG bus. i took to novena velocity luh~ than alight cross over and took the CORRECT 21 home~ ZzZzZzz

Reached home~ again, got everything done and went out to meet team burden~ haha watch pig fling's match at sbc. eeeee. i saw xuefen~ she is snow shit~ eeeww~! brrr* than saw zhitao also.. but din say hi cus he came to support the shit and i din recognise him in the first place.. haha.

After match went to geylang east library slack, owned ho kok papa in cs yet again for the countless time already~ (>.<) than he left, i watch video, baby and watermelon study. after that went to baby's house, me and watermelon play cs while we wait more baby to bathe, bathe finish we left and took a bus to singpost to have SUBWAY~ EAT FRESH WORH~~~ ^^ on the way saw Gary Low~ haha, he called me Jacqueline instead of Jac-ke-lin HAHAHA stun.... i turn around, look into his face and thought. "this person is......" than exclaimed." EH HIIIIIIIIIIII~" than turn around and walked away~ -.- its been so long since i've seen him.. haha. miss those times.. LOL.
after subway we went staircase slacked, watch HIONG NIM and MIN NAM SHI on my laptop, watch WAHSBBT. and some of TAEYANG~~~ ^^ than walked home when it was going 11pm. bathed and watch Army Days with sister and sister bf, dozed off.. in dunno what position.. than now i'm like awake~

OKAY~ Are you ready for SOLAR~

RIGHT~ ^^ ^^ alright alright~ I'm about tired shit already. shall nap till noon tmr^^ since mother and dajie going JB for one day tour. they are going to eat durian~ when both of them are sick.. one cough, one cough and flu. well~ good luck about that yar~ i'll be sleeping peacefully yeah~ ^^

2010-07-01T22:48:00.004+08:00

TAEYANG'S I NEED A GIRL~ ^^

TAEYANG~~~~

2010-07-01T15:12:00.002+08:00

TAEYANG TAEYANG TAEYANG!!!

[HD] C.N. Blue - Love [Eng Sub/Romanji]

2010-06-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

SS501 | Love Ya [HD:MV] (ENG SUB)

2010-06-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

[Eng Sub + HD] Tell Me Goodbye - Big Bang MV

2010-06-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

2010-06-30T18:53:00.000+08:00

BoooHoo~ I'm darn bored today~ I din go for attachment this morning so i guess i'll be going tmr morning. than after attachment tmr i'll go back to school and meet up with classmates to do our projects~ D:

today din do anything as usual. woke up at 1pm ^^ eat.. sit with my lappy, facebook facebook facebook~ i think i joined at least 5 new games today~ i am so bored luh~ hmmm.

TAEYANG'S ALBUM deluxe edition IS gonna be out tomorrow in korea~ damn i want it!!!! ): TAEYANG and JIYONG is so cute~~~ I'm jealous of Dara from 2NE1.. but she's pretty though(: haha TAEYANG!

i shall go rot some more~

BYE~

FML

2010-06-30T00:33:00.000+08:00

you asked me to go and die, now you're angry and nagging at me for using your electricity! TMD. i think i sleep in school better la. nb. you also can go and die. always like to threaten me, fuck you. i never retaliate because you are my fucking mother. i must show you respect. than i everything bottle up at home. i never tell you anything at all. why can't you be like other mothers that can communicate with their child, can joke with their child just fine without awkwardness. wth. i feel like you're a stepmother not a mother. u give me money to spend. you give me a roof to stay under. u sign my consent forms for me. you pay my school fees for me. you raised me up from just a baby. you took care of me when i was a baby until now. but somehow. i dun feel it. i just dun feel the love. you say u will worry when i reach home late. but all the time u only know how to nag, shout, threaten and scream. what's your fucking problem huh? don't you know how to say something nice, or at least act like you're concerned la. u dun even ask me about my life. how you expect to understand my life? YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT MOTHER.

Just a spam of quizzes~

2010-06-30T00:26:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Bright and Cheerful

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

OH YEAH!!!

2010-06-29T18:21:00.000+08:00

OH YEAH!!! i successfully changed my blogskin!!!!! OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH! ~ ^^

I LOVE MY NEW BLOGSKIN~ hahhahaha and the MUSIC PLAYLIST~ ^^

hmmmmmm. i'm gonna have dinner later at idk where~~~

I'M JUST OVERJOYED THAT I DID THIS BLOGSKIN!!! OH YEAH~~~~ and the new shoutmix.. hmmm. somehow this skin cannot use cbox.. :/ i tot wat stupid thing happen why the preview like shit~ zzz-.- oh well...

OH YEAH!!!!!

~

2010-06-29T13:48:00.000+08:00

go and die~ i dun wan go JB with a bunch of aunties to go and see some temples or musuem or some biscuit or whatever factories. ~ YOU ASK ME GO AND DIE! fuck off man! nbcb! so what? she cannot go you ask me go la! so i'm reserve la! i already told you i dun want to go what? correct! than you ask m go and die! nb. U will not CHANGE MY MIND. damn you! fuck you. fuck you!

Taeyang!!!!!

2010-06-28T12:45:00.001+08:00

I bored~ I'm searching online for Taeyang Desktop backgrounds on the net during IT Application lesson! Its gonna end soon! I love Taeyang!! I love Jiyong!! They are super cute!! I've gone K-pop nuts!~ Roar!!

24/4 Sports everyweek is back~ badminton and basketball.. Jiayou Jacqueline Yeo!

2010-06-28T12:42:00.002+08:00

Taeyang-Wedding Dress~ ^^

*Wedding dress*

니 가 그와 다투고 
niga geuwa datugo 
때론 그 땜에 울고
ttaeron geu ttaeme ulgo 
힘들어 할 때면 난 희망을 느끼고
himdeureo hal ttaemyeon nan huimangeul neukkigo 
아무도 모르게 맘 아-아-아프고 
amudo moreuge mam a-a-apeugo
니작은 미소면 또 담담해지고 
nijageun misomyeon tto damdamhaejigo

니가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게 될까봐
niga hoksina nae maeumeul alge doelkkabwa 
알아버리면 우리 멀어지게 될까봐
arabeorimyeon uri meoreojige doelkkabwa 
난 숨을 죽여
nan sumeul jug yeo
또 입술을 깨물어 
tto ipsureul kkaemureo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길 
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마 
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima 
Cuz you should be my Lady 
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘 
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo  

노래가 울리면 이제 너는 
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun 
그와 평생을 함께하죠 
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo 
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul 
그렇 게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데 
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde 

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스 
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu 
네가 입은 웨딩드레스 
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

내 맘을 몰라줬던
nae mameul mollajwotdeon
네가 너무 미워서 
nega neomu miwoseo 
가 끔은 네가 불행하길 난 바랬어 
gakkeumeun nega bulhaenghagil nan baraesseo 
이미 내 눈물은 다 마 마 마르고
imi nae nunmureun da ma ma mareugo
버릇처럼 혼자 너에게 말하고
beoreutcheoreom honja neoege malhago

매일 밤 그렇게 불안했던걸 보면 난
maeil bam geureoke buranhaetdeongeol bomyeon nan 
이렇게 될꺼란 건 알았는지도 몰라
ireoke doelkkeoran geon aranneunjido molla
난 눈을 감아 
nan nuneul gama 
끝 이 없는 꿈을 꿔
kkeuchi eomneun kkumeul kkwo 
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마 
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima 
Cuz you should be my Lady 
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘 
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo  

노래가 울리면 이제 너는 
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun 
그와 평생을 함께하죠 
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo 
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul 
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데 
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde 

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스 
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu 
네가 입은 웨딩드레스 
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

부디 그와 행복해 
budi geuwa haengbokhae 
너를 잊을 수 있게 
neoreul ijeul su itge 
내 초라했던 모습들은 다 잊어줘 
nae chorahaetdeon moseupdeureun da ijeojwo
비록 한동안은 
birok handonganeun  no oh
나 죽을 만큼 힘이 들겠지만
na jugeul mankeum himi deulgetjiman no oh

너무 오랜 시간을 착각 속에 
neomu oraen siganeul chakgak soge
홀로 바보처럼 살았죠 
hollo babocheoreom saratjyo
아직도 내 그녀는 날 보고 
ajikdo nae geunyeoneun nal bogo
새 하얗게 웃고 있는데
sae hayake utgo inneunde

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스 
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu 
네가 입은 웨딩드레스 
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

ENGLISH TRANSLATIONS

*Wedding dress*

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you're struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave him.

Once the music ends, you'll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn't come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
I despited you so much
So much, to the point I sometimes would wish a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
Now I am talking to myself, it must be an old habbit
Every night I would look at myself
And wonder how it turned out like this
I would close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave him.

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I've been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

Lindsey Tan's Birthday!!! (: (belated)

2010-05-24T10:21:00.000+08:00

haliu!!!!
i'm in lecture now... i'm blogging because lindsey asked me to.. haha!! what she want me to blog arh?? hahaa!!!

full house baby!! :D
we went to Sentosa to celebrate her birthday on Saturday(:
She actually thought only OJY and NXL going with her.. but than,, me and XL met up first at ard 10.30 and reach there at 11plus.. we went to eat mac breakfast first, than meet up with eileen low and lois yeo szeyee^^ and ong jieying(: than we go buy present, than me eileen and LOIS! went into sentosa first to bury present! (: than we slack slack wait for the BIG PERSON to come.. when they reach, we three went to hide first. than they settle beside our picnic mat.. than they go into the water.. XL ask LNDSEY TO COUNT THE NUMBER OF SHIPS AND BOATS IN THE WATER!!! while we 3 sneak up on her from the back!! hahaha!!! XL GENIUS!!! LOL! XD than lindsey ask me! "EH! I THOUGHT YOU GOT TRAINING!! " LOL!! love the surprise look((: haha!! than we play at sentosa until 5.30 like that.. go bathe everything than meet celester at imbiah lookout... than go back to vivocity eat kim gary!! (: than again! we got surprise for her again!!! AGAIN!! LOVE THE SURPRISE LOOK!!! (: we pretend to take picture with her after we makan while the cake come from behind her!!! haha!! so funny lorh!! :D horh lindsey horh?!!! haha(:
after that went walk walk shopping shopping.. than we go home!!
siew mai you la xueling~!!! :D what have you did eileen low!!! you understooded anot??!!!!!!!
okok(: i'm still in lecture now.. bored ttm! today end at 6pm.. than training.. till 9pm.. -.- tmr late again lorh!! -.- i hate jack soh! D:

EPIC!

Angry, Bored, Freaked, Dilemma, Moody~

2010-05-20T01:25:00.001+08:00

HELLOOOO EVERYONE!! lols.. i bet there are like only 1 to 4 people who reads my blog.. but its a vessel for me to shout out... sooo..... ANYWAYS!

I CAN'T STAND MY SISTER!! she's always asking me to do things! irritating! so what if you got work!! like watever! you got work i got school. i know work is super boring and stress and tiring.! school is also super boring and stress and exhausting! i wanna come home and rot and relax and enjoy cannot isit? just like you mah!! same mah!! cannot isit?!! you wan ask me do things you say nicer abit la!!! KNN!!! keep ordering me around like i'm some fucking dog of yours!! NNB! if i'm a fucking dog, you must be a fucking bitch! IDIOT! see!!! you are one!!! stop your barking madness!!!!! you keep barking the same woof all the time!!!! you wan me to do things you can ask me to.! not order me to!! I'm grown up already for goodness sake! if i don't be rude to you now, WILL I EVER BE RESPECTED BY YOU IN THE FUTURE!! when like if you got married(which i dun think is in the near future), and i'm still single or something, will you like when i go to your house or something, will you ask me :" jac arh, can you help me with this this this?" or will you tell me :" jac, go do this this this." I ASK YOU LA!! WHICH ONE MORE POLITE!! idiot! i ask you do things i ask you politely leh! YOU KB ME LIKE SOME BIG DOG BARKING at a clueless poodle. ccb! i ask you :" dajie, can you help to iron papa's clothes?" you point at yourself and say :" you are asking me to iron clothes arh! you are asking me to do house work arh?! " NNBCB! you think you big fuck arh!! eldest sister big fuck la!!! must be thinking that i very good to bully right!! KNN~~~~ ARGH!!!!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!~@#$%^&^%$#@!~^%$#@!~@#$%^^%$#@!~$%^%$#@@#$%^&$%#(*&%!@#$%^&*(%$#@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@#$%^&*((*&%$#@@#$%^&*(*&%$#@#$%**&^%$

breathe*
i shall stop on that, farking disrespectful bitch!.

okay.. so.. life's been a bore, what's up?! so there's suppose to be a friendly match today but it was cancelled cause some people didn't want to play.. so end up lunch with Cjy at singpost. after that we slack slacked at singpost, than went to see phone... than i decided to skip training today and go to ALEX NG'S house(: its his birthday(: so watever! junhan is as irritating as ever.. never change a single bit.. that little spoilt brat.. what can i do? LOLs... i had other plans at first but it was cancelled cause everybody had to go home~ -.- so. end up taking refuge at his house for the whole evening till 10.30 than go home, watched NBA and watched them dota,, -.- why won't they get bored? -.- its boring okay?!!!

and i woke up this morning, finding that i had a super uber weird dream that consist of this person i barely knew, only seen like 3 to 4 times in real life, and never really talked about.. so.. the dream was super weird.. -.- LIKE.. HUH!! why did i dream this? LOL! than i woke up luh.. who cares.. but i can still remember the dream vividly... it seems like i was out with my mother, but actually secretly wanting to meet up with this person and trying to ditch my mother somewhere sometime. than this person got angry as this person thought i wasn't trying hard enough... than after i ditched my mother, i went to find this person and kept apologizing to this person.. BUT THAN RIGHT!! it ended up that this person was apologizing to me.. thats when i woke up! IT WAS SOOOO BIZARRE~~~
so that's my dream~ which i wish will never come true~ OMG! no way~

I'm so in this particular mood right now... dunno what to feel... haix.. i sorta want to let go but i still did not... thats what i found out a few days ago... -.- and i know you still have feelings for this person.. -.-... of course.. i think everyone knows that! we're not blind okay!!! ohmygosh.. i'm such a stubborn girl. -.- why won't i let myself free? haiz..

i'm so moody right now... bye... i shall go fufill my orders to that barking bitch, who is currently still barking at me. bye(:
sweet dreams everyone(:

Updates

2010-05-11T14:45:00.000+08:00

hello there people.. I'm currently in school waiting for my Sports and wellness to start at 3pm... -.-

So boring!! Mr tan liye woke me up at 8 plus this morning ask me want play ball at NP!! -.- he is crazy.. -.- but whatever.. reach NP around 11 plus... see the two siao eh play ball under the hot hot sun while msg-ing marmie.. poor thing she.. haix..
after that wait for those two siao eh bathe for like... half an hour!!@#$%^ 0.0 than walk all the way two the market outside school.. want buy food that time.. Jason cannot find his wallet!!!! GG! than we walk all the way two school and searched.. in the end nothing.. report lost than go canteen 2 eat.. sad sad him... haix..

I don't know how to start my e-learning leh... how to start?!!! -.- so many things to write leh... Zzzz
I only finish one module.. which only consist of one small quiz which i scored full marks.. multiple choice.. the others have to do so many things lorh.. what to do lorh?!!!

join basketball team in Ngee Ann as CCA... first training was QuitE fun lah... second training was even more fun.. but din play match lorh.. sadded... training tmr again!!! (: hope can play match(:

Seriously.. I'm damn bored right now..(:
maybe i eat flower awhile(: LINDSEY TAN!!! i saw justin!!! again!!! haha!!! LOL... but i wan daniel!!! haha((:

AND LINDSEY TAN!!!!!!!!1 REMEMBER TO MEET UP FOR VESAK DAY!! THE BIG BIG EVENT !!! :D

boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored...
hmmms.. idk what to do now.. I din wear black shorts today coz i wore it ytd! the damn teacher gonna scold me... -.- DON'T GIVE A DAMN! haha
hmmm.. i think i shall take my time change shoes... haha(:

till next time!! BYEEE!(:

Random Complaints~

2010-04-15T14:03:00.001+08:00

HI PEOPLE!!!

just some random complaints..

MY COURSE GOT LITTLE TO NO GUYS... imma so sad!!! )): lecture will be boring... cannot bio ta bor... )): haix...

NGEE ANN IS SO BIG... stupid jason kor kor say ngee ann is so small.. -.- wth.. you study there how long le of course you like that say la!!! >.< i hate you! bleah!

THE SOFTWARE IS IDK HOW TO DOWNLOAD ONE!!! TMR STILL HAVE TO GO BACK NP TO ASK THEM DOWNLOAD FOR ME.. zzzz... meet yongwei at 9am tmr okay!!! its so early!!! ): grrrrrs..

HO KOK CHUNG HSIEN!!!! PLEASE ASK HIM TODAY AT CAMP!!!! I BEGGY OF EUUU ALREADY!!! )):
I SATURDAY WANNA BALL!!! I WANNA SEE SHUAI GE!!! ))):

NP sch of HMS IS LACKING OF SHUAI GEs.. CRIES...):

hmm.. TODAY IS SO BORING!!! I DUN WANNA DO ANYTHING!!! I'M GONNA WATCH WHATEVER THING THAT KEEPS MY EYES AND BUTT GLUED TO MY LAPPY AND CHAIR ((:

bye people((:

For the next few days, ~

2010-04-11T13:25:00.001+08:00

meow~~ ((: i'm currently at xueling's house,, wait for her bathe then proceed to my house wait for me bathe than proceed to orchard to visit MR WOO HONG YAO.. sad sad him.. i psycho him go work than in the end he work at orchard john little alone until 30 april.. sad sad him... i must go visit him luhs haha(:

PEOPLE.. ANYBODY GOT FREE GO ORCHARD JOHN LITTLE TO VISIT HONGYAO, 2ND OR 3RD FLOOR.. YOU SEE ADIDDAS CLOTHES JIU CAN SEE HIM LE(: CHEERS~ XD

morning woke up at 7.43am and started vacuuming my house floor, than mopped the floor, bathe than met Liye than bused to Ubi to meet Xueling first than go Ubi court play ball with Chunghsien, his father and some Uncles.. zzz sian~ cannot perform during match lorhs..... zzz butter fingers!!!! .. stress**

tmr is monday, i'm going to expo at 9am in the morning for teardown, than back to warehouse and its bye bye LJC CO((: actualy is JLC... zzz.. LJ nicer for that co(: haha(: should be having chicken curry and subway tmr(:

Tuesday, meeting Lindsey than going back school to take O level Cert and our Jersey.. after i think rot? or meet Xueling and Chung Hsien first than we go play balll!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EXCITED MUCH MUCH~~~ ((: hua chi-ing in progress... ahhh,, (:

than idk what going to do le... Wednesday have Induction Program at Ngee Ann Poly at 11am(: but i scared i get lost.. I NEED A MAP. -.-

xueling bathe finish le... i shall rot awhile more... zzzzz

gonna rot~~ bye((:

Short.

2010-04-10T10:28:00.001+08:00

HI people!!! long time no update,,

recently, only working.. morning, wake up go to work, after work eat dinner than maybe go play basketball or go shopping with friends(: Shopping.. haiz.. difficult... hahas(: HO KOK CHUNG HSIEN OWES ME A DRESS!! (: haha we were just shopping,, than he just randomly said,,, eh jac jac.. if you buy dress i treat you.. ((: hahas everybody heard that!! so yarh!! you prepare your NETS okay((: nvm.. you gimme your card((: i help you help me pay((:

boring boring boring!!! i Wanna go start sch soon, play bball, shop more, eat more subway!, chocolate (: more outings, with team or classmates or haig rd clique.. but like abit no chance le.. hahas nvm there's still time in future.. ((:

TEAM! (: look at Eileen Low's hair!!! (:

alright(: i think i'll stop here.. i have nothing interesting to blog about... hahas((:

SHOPPING!~!~!~!

2010-03-22T00:52:00.000+08:00

hello people((: i'm back again((:

today!!! i went shopping with xueling lindsey and chunghsien at BUGIS STREET(: happy((: met them at MANHATTAN FISH MARKET at ILUMA for our lunch first, than proceeded to BUGIS STREET and bought my BACKPACK at zinc, lindsey bought one too(: than xueling and lindsey bought Bermudas at Crossover... chung hsien just followed us,, giving comments.. and chatting.. thats all i think.. than we walked over to Fortune Centre for a HAIRCUT at szeyee's mum shop(: i JIAN BAO my hair, while xueling cut a Strawberry-look-alike head, lindsey cut a very nice de hair and chung hsien cut fur.. hahaha(: big big ear!~!~! xp after haircut, we walked to Funan IT Mall, actually Chung Hsien wanted to by iTouch, but.. in the end never buy... -.- so we punish him, cab us back to BUGIS, play pool for one hour, laughed till our stomach super pain... XD, than walked to Bugis Junction to have MOS BURGER(: after that bought some Badges at buy 5 get 1 free at $1 each, Arcade, and homed(: it was a long day.. but had FUN((:

tmr, meeting them and yongwei on the MRT to go to Expo for work... 7.30am must reach! now 12.40 am >.< goodnight((:

Heels over Head. Oops.. It's Head Over Heels!

2010-03-21T02:24:00.001+08:00

Hi people((: internet excess is finally up in my own lappy((: FINALLY... hmmm.. maybe i won't scold my sister today.. but she freaking like to threaten me luhs... i hate her... i say i dun wan scold her.. not dun wan say i hate her((: haha

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~... )): hahas.. I'm crazy le.... ): i've become a stalker... roars.. i dunno his every movement.. but! i go to his fb everyday just to see and hear him sing.. omg... hahas((: he is soooooo charming.. TO ME la... okay.. to me to me((: to me only((: too bad he's not coming NP.. if not i confirm Go Crazier than i currently am.. i Type so clearly out cause i know he won't stalk me((: lols.. =.=

hmm.. lets describe him.
Big Dreamy eyes, High nose Bridge, Thick Juicy lips ( xp ) , Clean face ( no pimples or what so ever.)
He's Sporty, a Guitar Player, He Sings too(: (great voice... TO Me), reads Storybooks, must eat every meal, Charismatic person, Charming Smile, Adorable, has abit of a foreigner face.. but no.. he's not(: he's a Christian, he goes to Church ( apparently he does.. -.-), good figure ( goes to gym regularly), still practices his guitar and singing, has good fashion sense... sleeps whenever he wants to((:

Yay!! (: I'll end there... I scared people scold me for being him-crazy... -.-

Than lets talk about today((:

slept at 3+am, woke up around 9am, brought my Grandme to the clinic, reached home almost 11am, had somethinig light, than bus to orchard at 1pm, reached Ngee Ann City at 2+pm, met Peijun and Chem Tuition friends for lunch treat by PJ, Our Beloved Chem Tutor((: Imperial Palace Horh!!! ((: after that walked to 313 @ Somerset, than to Plaza Singapura, than took bus 16 home at aroung 8pm? , walked to Geylang Serai CC and saw Coach Mitch,, chatted with him for awhile, than he asked me eat dinner already,, i said 'No', than he drove me to Siglap there and treat me Cafe Cartel(: Great food((: Ate till full full.((: than he drove me home at 10+pm and he homed too(: reach home.. do XYZ and ABC.. now using my lappy, listening to him sing on facebook((:

hey, yesterday night i browsed through every single 725 photos of his, and his 17 videos... browse till 3am lo.. haha Crazy de Flower Idiot((: i Crazy Le... wait... I'm Never Normal!!!! ((: right((: I'm gonna go Sing Always be my baby by David Cook..((: Its a very nice song((: xp

loggin off now((:
and
WELCOME BACK JASON KOR KOR((:

THANK YOU YONGWEI FOR YOUR SOUVENIRS.. KOBE AND LEBRON((: XP

100th post

2010-03-09T10:41:00.000+08:00

hello people!!! this post will be my 100th post~~ welll.... it takes a long time cause i dun actually update every single day... haha(:

okay, I must say... the chalet was relatively fun.. on the second day la.. haha(: morning went to have breakfast at BK.. than blah blah blah.. headed for WWW around 1 plus i think... went back to chalet at 4pm -.- waited for our turn to bathe... had dinner, rested for awhile... and i found my legs!! (: haha.. than played pool... than cabbed home at 9.30pm.... ): i miss my legs.. haha(:

sunday din do much.. temple.. come home.. slack than sleep..

yesterday,, woke up normal school time, left house at 7.15am, took 67 and bused to bukit timah plaza for work.. so slack lorh,, and the worst thing is!!!! SUBWAY IS STARING AT ME ALL THE TIME!!! from start till end!! ): subway eat fresh! haha(:

than auntie sim drove me home... and i reached home at 10pm! sleeeep!!! ((:

its so boring!! i wanna play ball!!! people!! dun tempt me to play ball this week!! till sunday okay!!! i'm not free!! make my work time easier to endure please(: haha(:

well.... i'm working afternoon shift today.. so.. i shall go do my things now(: bye!!

Busy* ):

2010-03-05T13:06:00.000+08:00

ooo.. its been so long since i've blogged.. working... busy* zzz warehouse... carry heavy bags of clothes.. and fold clothes.. ): my hand become muscular le...): and i have been eating 3 meals per day!!! FAT!! i'm FATTER!! dun say i din...!! i know the difference!!! ): ):

so...
yesterday cabbed from workplace to mountbatten cc at 6pm to ball with friends.. than makan and walked home... BLISTER pain!!!! ): just slept like a pig till 11am this morning.. did little housework and brought lunch, now on the net..

later meeting handsome at 2.30, we going for her medical examination at bedok, than mine at elias mall... after that go to chalet at downtown..((: coming back home on saturday night((: yay... -.- Sunday morning have to reach temple by 9.30am! ): whatever... i have been waking up at 6.30am every morning! ): dark circles have formed under my eyes..!! PANDA EYES!! sadded...

suan le... i have to go have lunch right now and iron my dad's clothes before i go out!! byeee!!!(:

btw!! JASON KOR KOR!! BON VOYAGE!!
YONGWEI!!! BON VOYAGE!!! ((:
come back safe horh!! ((:

Bloody ass Scowls

2010-02-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

irritated!!!!

knn.. come back only face black black! cb.. CNY coming le lorh... knn.. force me scold you.. got problem!!! i already very pei he le horh! idiot!! you think only you got moodswing arh! throw throw throw!! ccb!

knn fuck off la!cbcbcbcbbcbcbcbcb!everytime gimme that jb! BIRD FACE! fuck off!!!!!! you think i want to answer you arh!! yyour fucking attitude is fucking intolerable!! SOMEMORE I ANSWER YOU IN A VERY NICE TONE OKAY! ccb! GIMME LJ ATTITUDE! KNN!! FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you very stress! so what!? big deal!! NONE OF MY BUSINESS!!!!! FUCK OFF!!!! CCB!!

ARGH! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IDIOT! IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT DIOT!!!!!!!!!!!

chillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll~~~

too pissed to post anything else! sorry for the vulgarities! but that's all i wanted to SHOUT out loud at her!! She Fucking Threw The Keys Towards Me!! Fuck You!
Argh!

House Of Night Series

2010-02-09T15:14:00.002+08:00

Hi People(:

Since I Have Nothing Much To Post About,

Let Me Introduce To You My Current Favourite Books(:

After she is Marked, 16-year-old Zoey Redbird enters the House of Night and learns that she is no average fledgling. She has been Marked as special by the vampyre Goddess Nyx. But she is not the only fledgling at the House of Night with special powers. When she discovers that the leader of the Dark Daughters, the school's most elite club, is mis-using her Goddess-given gifts, Zoey must look deep within herself for the courage to embrace her destiny— with a little help from her new vampyre friends.

Zoey has managed to settle in at the House of Night and come to terms with the vast powers the Goddess Nyx has given her. Just as she finally feels she belongs, the unthinkable happens: human teenagers are being killed, and all evidence points to the House of Night. While danger stalks the humans from Zoey’s old life, she begins to realize that the very powers that make her so unique might also threaten those she loves.

Dark forces are at work at the House of Night and Zoey Redbird's adventures at the school take a mysterious turn. Her best friend, Stevie Rae, is undead and struggling to maintain a grip on her humanity. Zoey finds herself in the very unexpected and rare situation of having three boyfriends. Mix a little bloodlust into the equation and the situation has the potential to spell social disaster. Just when it seems things couldn't get any tougher, vampyres start turning up dead. Really dead. It looks like the People of Faith are tired of living side-by-side with vampyres. But, as Zoey and her friends so often find out, how things appear rarely affects the truth...

Life sucks when your friends are pissed at you. Just ask Zoey Redbird – she’s become an expert on suckiness. In one week she has gone from having three boyfriends to having none, and from having a close group of friends who trusted and supported her, to being an outcast. Speaking of friends, of the two Zoey has left, one is undead and one is unMarked. And Neferet has declared war on humans, which Zoey knows in her heart is wrong. But will anyone listen to her? Zoey's adventures at vampyre finishing school take a wld and dangerous turn as loyalties are tested, shocking true intentions come to light, and an ancient evil is awakened.

What if the hottest guy in the world was hiding a nameless evil, and all he wanted was you? At the start of this heart-pounding new installment of the bestselling House of Night series, Zoey’s friends have her back again and Stevie Rae and the red fledglings aren’t Neferet’s secrets any longer. But an unexpected danger has emerged. Neferet guards her powerful new consort, Kalona, and no one at the House of Night seems to understand the threat he poses. Kalona looks gorgeous, and he has the House of Night under his spell. A past life holds the key to breaking his rapidly spreading influence, but what if this past life shows Zoey secrets she doesn’t want to hear and truths she can’t face?

So…you’d think after banishing an immortal being and a fallen High Priestess, saving Stark’s life, biting Heath, getting a headache from Erik, and almost dying, Zoey Redbird would catch a break. Sadly, a break is not in the House of Night school forecast for the High Priestess in training and her gang. Juggling three guys is anything but a stress reliever, especially when one of them is a sexy Warrior who is so into protecting Zoey that he can sense her emotions. Speaking of stress, the dark force lurking in the tunnels under the Tulsa Depot is spreading, and Zoey is beginning to believe Stevie Rae could be responsible for a lot more than a group of misfit red fledglings. Aphrodite’s visions warn Zoey to stay away from Kalona and his dark allure, but they also show that it is Zoey who has the power to stop the evil immortal. Soon it becomes obvious that Zoey has no choice: if she doesn’t go to Kalona he will exact a fiery vengeance on those closest to her. Will Zoey have the courage to chance losing her life, her heart, and her soul?

Things have turned black at the House of Night. Zoey Redbird’s soul has shattered. With everything she’s ever stood for falling apart, and a broken heart making her want to stay in the Otherworld forever, Zoey’s fading fast. It’s seeming more and more doubtful that she will be able pull herself back together in time to rejoin her friends and set the world to rights. As the only living person who can reach her, Stark must find a way to get to her. But how? He will have to die to do so, the Vampire High Council stipulates. And then Zoey will give up for sure. There are only 7 days left…

Enter BFF Stevie Rae. She wants to help Z but she has massive problems of her own. The rogue Red Fledglings are acting up, and this time not even Stevie Rae can protect them from the consequences. Her kinda boyfriend, Dallas, is sweet but too nosy for his own good. The truth is, Stevie Rae’s hiding a secret that might be the key to getting Zoey home but also threatens to explode her whole world.

In the middle of the whole mess is Aphrodite: ex-Fledgling, trust-fund baby, total hag from Hell (and proud of it). She’s always been blessed (if you could call it that) with visions that can reveal the future, but now it seems Nyx has decided to speak through her with the goddess’s own voice, whether she wants it or not. Aphrodite’s loyalty can swing a lot of different ways, but right now Zoey’s fate hangs in the balance.

OMG!!! I'm waiting for My 7th installment for the House Of Night Series!!! I freaking want this book!!! Ahhhh!!! It'll be Published in April.. Which is a Darn Long Period!!!! Burned!! I wanna Read You!!! (:

alright people(: I'm Off(:

Fatigue~

2010-02-02T12:59:00.001+08:00

hi people(: I'm back again(:

I've been on leave for the past 3 days... later gonna go to work.. until the end of this week... so sad.. next week than can play ball.. haix..

yesterday early morning around 1am, my grandma said she was sick... than we three sisters, in the same room as my grandma, had to take care of her.. while my mother was sick in another room.. -.- than she vomitted twice.. me, sleeping of the bed on top of her, had to keep jumping down to help her.. argh... i caught a whiff of blood.. and wanted to vomit also.. than my sister say she take over... -.-.. its like, her vomit got blood inside... -.- than around 2 plus, ambulance came and sent her to A&E... than my two sisters went with her,.. i slept in the living room from 3.30 plus to around 6am, my sisters came home... than i went into the room and sleep... 8.30 wake up.. 9.45 went out...

So Damn Frigging Tired~~

went to geylang east library slack, than meet qishan at cp, went to sp had subway! bused to school meet juniors... cab to ahs with them, supported them at their match against manjusri than mrt to simei, walked to cgh to visit my grandma, waited for my sisters to come, stayed for awhile than went home... bathed and fainted on my bed... xp...

woke up around 10, went to buy lunch, just finished Autumn's Concerto Ep 18... now blogging...
i shall go prepare to go to work now... bye(:

~~hmmmm... i shall say 'i dunno'... xp ):~~

Cute Guy((: Lols

2010-01-28T21:21:00.000+08:00

hellos(:

Today's work was so boring.. haha
But than i saw Pia!! ((: miss her so much(:

oh ya!!! other than work being a bore, it is also a place to see this cute cute guy!! haha(: i swear he's damn cute!! cute eyes and high nose, piercing on the left ear.(: ahhh.. cute cute cute xD he walk pass me twice and dian me twice... than he asked me question once and he dian me like so many times... hahaha(: smitten* xP
ya... but the other guys,, not cute.. haha(: only that guy... i shall spy for his name tmr(: xP

hmmm.. i got nth to blog luh.. -.- Saturday going Mountbatten CC ball(: wish it will be better than normal training.. which sucks to the extreme... -.-

alright(: Signing off~

~~Geees. why isit so hard? lols~~

Dream and Reality

2010-01-28T00:17:00.001+08:00

hi people i'm here to post before 12 midnight(:

sooooo... this morning(: our posting results came out(:
I was dreaming when I remembered posting results was out! So I sprang my eyes open and searched for my phone(:
I got into my first choice, Early Childhood Education, Ngee Ann Poly(: Yay!!!
Than after messaging so many people, I went back to sleep and had another dream....

I don't understand why it's like this... One moment you're so happy, the next moment you're like so devastated... -.- I woke up from the dream, thought of it again and i cried... I mean i really cried...

Why do dreams feel so real... so real so real, the warmth and feel... it's just all so damn real... ....

today, after i woke up from the dream, went downstairs to buy lunch, came back, had lunch, went for training in school...
2 words to decribe... Pek Cek*
than went to bc, balled till lights off and walked home..

while walking home, I walked past the place where my dream started, thought of it again and let my tears whelm up in my eyes... haix...

reached home, bathed and now I'm using the computer..
tomorrow I'll be working from 10.30 to 6.30.. bored* haix..
shall go to sleep now..
goodnight(:

we were walking together, chatting about random stuffs.. We were fighting about who walked faster(which is like... stupid..-.-), and i walked off first. You caught up with me and held my hands and said, "like that faster mah." at that moment, I could feel the warmth of your hand, the exact size of your hand, the warmth of you beside me. I can never forget that feeling. I yearn it too much to forget. I woke up when my mother knock on my bed... I opened my eyes, sad that I was woken up, thought of the dream and cried.. Why do Heaven torture us like this, one minute, you're in Heaven, in another, you fall to Hell..
I want that dream to be real.. To become Reality instead of just a Dream.. but currently, it seems so far away, just like those long long highways, where you can never see the end... but, I will still wait.

Hmmmmm....

2010-01-26T18:19:00.000+08:00

hi people(:

I'm currently bored to the max yaa... Watched drama since morning.. I feel like going down for basketball now.. But.. got people play meh? -.-

I'm so Bored.. haha.. I keep saying that nowadays.. haix.. I'm starting work this Thursday.. ):

Random thoughts starting from now:......

What am i thinking now?
hmmm.. later go take cd from CK..
should i go training tmr?
lalalasss...
later play Prehistoric Tribe...
watch Tv...
Westlife.. Jonas Brothers...
blah blah blah..
I wan play ball....
I wanna go out...
but go where lehs?
errrrr...
Facebook.. -.=
Super Uber Sian!!!!

end~
Byee!! (:

Laughter

2010-01-25T20:08:00.002+08:00

hmmm..

hi people(:

today i went to Anglican High to watch our girls' match.. haix... can win de... but not on form.. nvm..(: its okay(: win next match okay(: jiayou jiayou(:

after Anglican, Gary Kenneth Choon Peng(idk how to spell(: ) Yunteng Jieying, we went to market to makan.. and we laughed damn lots.. especially the hongster part!! XD XP XD really very funny wad... hahahaha!! me and jieying were talking about someone else.. that she said the word 'hongster'.. than we all look up at each other than we turn to look at 'him'.. muahahahaha!!

we laugh for like a few minutes.. haha.. super hilarious la... okay la.. you li mao de xiao hai... dun sad dun sad..!! XP (:

than we made a 'drink' its more than $10 okay! got lime, hokkian mee, kuay tiao, carrot cake, chilli... ya thats all.. eh!!! very expensive horh! oh oh! still got 2 packets of tissue(: and longan juice(: xp haha...

lalalas.. after we laugh damn lots, all our abs got trained le(: haha(: very pain! >.< we walk to the bus stop.. zzz.. than i go home lo... ...

very bored lo... i'm watching Autumn's Concerto(: hmmm.. i started watching Brown Sugar Macchiato yesterday.. okay la(: quite nice(:

hmmm... i shall end here... i have nothing to type le(:
Byee!! (:

oie! i was a victim as well.. =.= i was laughing at myself... =.= grrrr.

Bored...

2010-01-23T15:06:00.001+08:00

hellos(:

i'm so bored right now.. yawns*

i finished watching K.O3anguo.. wanna wait for Monday for Autumn's Concerto and Hi My Sweetheart... Yawns*

morning i woke up,, prepared lunch together with my sister.. bored*
than went downstairs to buy newspapers for my father,
than started using the computer....
till now...
later I have to go down to the temple to teach small kids. (: i smile.. because i'll be seeing small kids.. not because i'm going to the temple.. ... than when it ends at 5pm.. i'll have to decide whether to go Mountbatten CC to find Gary and Liyi they all, or go CNY shopping with my sisters.. =.= bored to the max..
idk what i'm gonna do next... haha(: maybe get ready to go to the temple already... but seriously... I'm Bored!!!

okay.. Let's talk about yesterday..(:
yesterday was Tricia's birthday(: at 2.30pm, i went to collect the cake that Chorkee ordered the night before. BUT! it says "Happy Birthday Jacqueline" instead of Happy Birthday Tricia" I stun!! my birthday? huh... No La!! than i told the aunty to change it... waited, collected th cake and went off to meet Jacelyn... Than we went to Parkway, bought Bubble Tea while Chorkee and Tricia was at the MacDonalds there eating.. i msged him.. he say. Go Go!! Don't Let Her See You! Go!
haha(:
than Jacelyn and me walked to Marine Parade Library, haha.. we sort of played hide and seek with the security guards there.. =.= haha.. than we lost each other... than i took the lift, 2nd floor 3rd floor, 3rd floor 2nd floor.. very stupid lorh.. holding the cake some more.(: haha xD than we settle down at the 2nd floor lift lobby... as there was no camera there((: haha.. than we slacked awhile at the railing.. than we turn around only, we saw Chorkee covering Tricia's eyes coming out of the lift... i quickly cover my mouth and walk to the cake and we both started lighting the candles with matchsticks =.=... than we wait for them to reach back at the lift lobby... and hold the cake in front of them... than He let go of her eyes and we started singing Happy Birthday. haha.. it was rather soft.. as it was, after all , the LIBRARY... (: shhhh.. after that we sat down and started fiddling with the candles... Tricia kept saying Oh My Gosh! blah blah blah.. haha(: than when we thought of eating the cake, we realised that none of us has tissue... =.= NOBODY brought tissue.. hellloooooo!! -.- okay.. than blah blah blah.. than we kept the cake, Chorkee sent Tricia home and Jacelyn went for her tuition, and i went home... :s haha... nothing much la... haha..

i bought the big big bar of chocolate yesterday when i came home... now left 3 rows only.. xp((: Chocolate!!! ((:
no money lo... broke! bankrupt! pocket got hole! wallet got flies! (: haha..

okay la.. i'm uber bored.. i shall go get ready to see my small kids..(:

Bye! (:

Super Junior and More!

2010-01-22T14:03:00.002+08:00

((:

hi people(:
hmmm.. i finish the playlist here...
most of the songs have proper MV(: check out the Super Junior songs and SS501 song.. see the MV.. zoom your internet screen to 400% for a bigger and clearer view((:

I Love Super Junior la!! haha(: their dance is just Superb(: Love them Love them Love them..(:

and Jonas Brothers, their Song and MV, Paranoid.. it actually has a quite funny ending to me... haha XD

Lets see.. What else.. Scrolling*
nth bah.. actually i wanted to add this song, Abracadabra by 2pm , to my playlist de.. got MV also... but but.. tha MV abit sick.. haha.. disgusting..(: Brrrrr*

Recently, listening to Westlife..(: Swear It Again is a very nice song... Jesse McCartney's Tell Her also quite nice(:

Sian sian.. very bored lorh.. i finish all the catching my Dramas le.. ):

Currently waiting for:
+Autumn's Concerto
+K.O.3anguo
+Hi My Sweetheart

okay lorh... some of them gonna finish le...
I'll be So Darn Bored Luh!!
nvm..
Hmmm.. Later will be meeting Jacelyn at Parkway((:

Happy Birthday Tricia!!! ((:
I'm gonna leave house at 2.30 sharp.. Have to Find the Lighter!!!! ahhhhh..
I'm so Bored!! I keep playing Facebook's Zoo World, Restaurant City, Pet Society...

and today is the 22nd of January.. I'll be starting work on the 28th.. Expo Sales... is Robinsons de ..

Nowadays balling seems no fum at all.. haix.. oh ya!! I WANT NEW BASKETBALL SHOES!!! I WAN adidas DE!!! new shoes.. new ankle guard... new clothes... new jerseys... new look... new everything.. haha(: is there a new chocolate too?? ^.^

ooo... this morning i had a weird dream..
I was using MSN... Guy 1 pm me and ask me to call him.. than i say dun wan.. coz i dun wan call out.. so he called me..

he said..
"hello?
'hello?
"erm you got higher chinese textbook?
'huh?
"higher Chinese Textbook...
"errr... I never even take Higher Chinese...
"Kup*..............

weird***** Higher Chinese Textbook?? haha(: This proves that I'm super Random.. haha xD

Alright... I shall get Ready to leave house.. If I have time, I will .... erm... i dk what i gonna do la.. haha(: alright(: bye!! (:

Blogskin Completed

2010-01-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

okay(: i've finished fiddling with my blogskin((: sucess!! muahaha((:

alrights... i shall off the computer...

it has been on since... erm.. idk leh.. 10 plus in the morning? its now 9.01pm!! haha(: bye!

Rantings

2010-01-21T17:10:00.007+08:00

hi people((:

hmm.. what to do now nerhs?? i've finish catching all the dramas i've missed... now waiting for the new releases... haix... now im so bored.. every day face book face book face book.. =.=..

nowadays.. go out cannot spend money.. coz my mother ignoring me luh.. zzz dao... dao some more.. we see can dao how long.. going one week le worh... i only dun wanna go learn that stupid temple computer de thing you angry than start ignoring me. you crazy ah... you stop it lorh.. i got say i love the temple alot isit... its not i love the temple, its you la!!! crazy ass!!! you addicted also not my fault right?! why must ask me go!!! you dunno how go yourself arh! hello! people ask you to ask your family to go down and help out.. is one thing.. whether they go down willingly anot is their business.. you want be so stubborn la?! okay lorh!! i also stubborn de what.. what to do.. like mother like daughter... you give birth to me de what.!!!!!! you want learn go learn it yourself!!! I DON'T WANT!!!! you force me some more i one day will tell you I DON'T WANT GO DOWN TEMPLE ANYMORE! go temple is go down happily.. i always go down where got happy i ask you?! kb! i tell everyone there your chou shi than you know... the people there always dunno what happen at home.. than they will keep saying.. 'wa.. your daughter very guai horh...' than you all at there... 'guai.. guai jiu hao lorh... ' SARCASTIC! HYPOCRITES! STOP YOUR DISGUSTING ACT MAN!!! if not you all will be like.. never gimme face say 'where got guai.. ' enough lorh.. you all are so childish.. like everytime they will ask me.. 'wa.. ni mama hen hao horh? mei yi ci ...blah blah blah.... ' i will just agree with them... =.= i also dunno why lorh! why always give you face in front of others.. oh.., its not give face.. its call respect! some one told me this.. ya.. And i agree... but what do i get?! sarcasm?! wo bu xue!!!! everything you ask me do in front of others, i always do what. got fair anot?! i give you face leh! you leh! zzz enough lorh! zzz you all, everyday working... i now no work..what you expect me to do? rot at home? i don't want! you all don't even know what i really want! ya.. its because i never tell you all anything.. and its because i do not trust you people!!!! same goes for you people!! you all also don't trust me!!! what?! everytime misunderstand me la!! what?! wu zhi zhe wu zui arh!! isit?!
sometimes when i come home.... might be because my day didn't go well than face black blacck.. than you all ask me do things, i do... but i might accidentally do something too loudly, you all will just scold me?! say ' ask you do things face black black.. bu gan yuan bu yao zuo la!!! ' everytime this happens!! i will get very angry.. angry till got tears, you all know anot?! everytime i will scold you all behind your backs?! why? wo bu yao shang le ni men de zhi zun xin! yao gei ni men mian zi!!! what do i get in return?! money?!!! you wish!!!!!!!! money doesn't buy happiness or soothe anger and depression okay!!! money can only give you this much! not everything!!!!!
so nowadays! you ignore me! don't give me money! don't want me to go out! don't want me to whole day use computer! don't want me to whole day watch tv! you take away my source of money! you take away everything! now want to scold me also ask my father to scold! ask my sister to pass msg.. you enough lorh!!! you sibei childish you know that!!! like primary school kid like that!!! you think you very cute arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really want to shout at you lorh!!! but No! i cannot!! because you are my mother!
everytime i want to really talk to you, you will make me angry! like just nice you will get me pissed off... and i do not want to talk to you for the rest of the day!!! than i will tell myself!!! talking nicely to this kind of people only waste my saliva!!! but than the next day i will still talk to you again! and i will forget everything... but now, who should be angry?! what?! you force me do things i dun do should be you angry arh?! WTF! i never angry already very good lorh!! you still gimme this kind of LJ ATTITUDE!!

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BREATHE*

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i'm so bored.. and i'm gonna change my url.. now!
if can fiddle with my blogskin.. haha(:

O Level Results

2010-01-12T02:35:00.004+08:00

hihi!! i'm currently half conscious.. i just woke up from dozing off at the computer..

today collect results.. miraculous outcome.. i achieved L1R4-!4 and L1R5-18((: so i'm damn eligible for my diploma in early childhood education(15)... deducting my cca point,, it will be 12 points((:.. so i'l be eligible for diploma in child psychology and early education(13)((: and ya.. both courses are from ngee ann poly, HMS((:

i took my results today , ran up to the gallery and tried in vain to open the damn letter... jieying snatched it away from me and opened it for me... she said... okay what.. than handed to me.. searched for my L1R4 and it said 14!!!!! i screamed and cried! haha... i don't think i'll ever experience that again... shock, joy, relief, happiness, more relief, and even more relief... i was like blurting,, i can go into the course i want to go!!! i can go into the course i want to go!!! ahhh... sobs* haha(: that was somehow what happened la...

but than when i called my mother... zzz... happy become pissed... zzz dun wanna mention it.. put away in my mind***

so... ate our late lunch with zixin liye limin yizen and xiuyi at sp de kfc... saw qishan marmie and xunfang and my primary school friend nur suaidah.. haha.. i rmb i din have a good impression of her back then... xp!

than walked home, bathed and all, came out again to meet xiuyi, went for class bbq,, had quite much fun,, even though it was not much.. ???? what am i talking... haha... after that met jiayi with liye at prata shop and had egg cheese prata.. talked abit.. than walk home.. reached around 1am or so... bathed and started doing my JAE stuff....

i already submitted my 12 choices.... hahaha

1-N66 Early Childhood Education (NP)
2-N86 Child Psychology & Early Education (NP)
3-T54 Early Childhood Studies (TP)
4-C47 Social Sciences (NYP)
5-C81 Sports & Wellness Management (NYP)
6-R33 Outdoor & Adventure Learning (RP)
7-R27 Sports & Leisure Management (RP)
8-T48 Psychology Studies (TP)
9-N90 Veterinary BioScience (NP)
10-N77 Psychology & Community Services (NP)
11-N69 Health Sciences (NP)
12-V42 Early Childhood Education (ITE Bishan)

ya... so thats about it... gotta go sleep... i dozed off 2 times to finish this post..zzzzzzz

oh ya!!
my Dramas To Watch:
-Autumn's Concerto
-Momo Love
-K.O.3anguo
-Hi My Sweetheart

F.Y.I everybody!! Vaness Wu has a HOT body!!!!! ((: haha.. i've been saying this for the whole day!!! haha((: HHHHHOOOOTTTTTT!!!!!

goodnight people!!

Last Day Of Work

2010-01-09T02:50:00.003+08:00

hi people... its 2.51 am now.. i'm currently can say playing poker.. zzz.. i'm tired lorh.. haha.. i'm also thinking whether want go joo seng later or not.... since i later no work.. ya... zzz.. super bored can..
i had off the day before.. than yesterday went work full shift... came back, went ck house can say did nothing.. but had delicious curry with bread...!!!! ((: haha..
hate to eat with egg prata lorh!! always bully me!! you this egg prata! murtubak hate you la! >.<

Zzzz... my work colleagues keep dsiao-ing me.. Zzzz might go bonkers if my last day wasn't tmr.. haha.. hmmmmmmm.. idk idk!!! i really really wanna buy that jacket!!! zzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why!!!!

okok.. =.=

i'm typing random thoughts out from my mind... don't blame me for being messy.. haha..

oh ya.. i'm gonna change my blog url soon.... if not somebody will stalk my blog and i will be in big big trouble.... haha SOMEBODY!!!

tmr last day of work.. though they keep dsiao-ing me, i will definitely miss them la... haha((: edel, jom, pia, siti, stacy, serene(((: haha... and the temp staffs, michelle, yiokyin, farah, nurul...((: tee heee heees((:

OH kkAAysss!!!

I'm DAMn bORed!!!

wish some one would call me talk talk on the phone... lols!! haha... that day talked on the phone wid gary from idk what time till 3 plus.. which is some time around now lo... lols... he must be saying goodnight to his mr bean teddy bear right now=.= lame!!! so old liao still playing with mr bean teddy bear.. =.=... worst than mr bean!!! xp

okay.. i shall go sleep... i have nothing better to do le.. now is 3.05am... signing off~

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT.

O Levels

2010-01-05T13:09:00.004+08:00

hi people.. i'm here to put up a very important notice for most people the same age as me... ((:

GCE O Level

The date of release of the 2009 GCE O-Level Examination results has tentatively been

scheduled to fall within the period between 11 January and 13 January 2010.

So is this important??? haha(:

bye!!! i'm going to work le((:

Last Day Of The Year 2009

2009-12-31T01:56:00.003+08:00

Sto andando a dare fino a salvare me stesso e il mio rapporto con voi e con i miei amici! I can do it! Jacqueline Yeo can do it! non importa quanto il mio cuore .. farò del mio meglio!

kkay(:
hi people!! (:
now is exactly 2am, 31 december 2009!!! last day of 2009..

my family was like..

eh! put i the clothes to wash later.. next year than hang...

like that later we eat than next year than eat agin....

i'll be out later, coming home next year..

=.= sibei lame... really felt like shivering... =.= damn freaking lame!!!! argh!!!!

so... later will be going out luh... meeting lots of people in the morning bah.. i think(:
erms... idk what to blog about.. nothing to blog about that i can reveal.. so...
erms.. goodnight than..((:

D & D

2009-12-29T12:51:00.003+08:00

hihi(:

so... D&D is over.. was quite fun luh...(:
haha! must thank qishan marmie and xunfang for the make up.. haha was funny too(: haha
walked home with egg prata in my tall tall heels.. i'm so surprised i can walk well in them.. hahahaha!

he keep telling me..

if anything happen right, don't think about anything else! break your heels and run like mad woman!!!!

haha!!
i'm glad i din have to break my heels!!! i will cry cause i love that pair of heels((:
hehe(:

hmm.. now that D&D is over, i have only my results to look forward to... wish i comes out right..(:

hmm
i'm gonna go out already(: later gonna play ball!! i'm so happy!!! or am i? lols! goodbye.. (:

to save the county, she must give up everything so that the kingdom will be at peace. she can't have things her way and she knows it. will she be able to give up everything, will she leave the county? there is just too much things she can't let go of, but can she do it? for the sake of friendship of herself and others? She definitely doesn't know.. what will she do? confront or run away?

Anticipation

2009-12-28T15:13:00.005+08:00

yoyo! (:

later is D n D le.. hmmm... i think i'm almosst done bah... erms.. hmmm... (think..)
later go find qishan marmie she help me touch up.. than meet jiayi(teddy korkor a.k.a egg prata) go D n D.. (:

yesterday met jiayi after work.. than took bus home... than we both met chorkee for prata.. we both laughed like mad people when we saw him!!! i'm serious about laughing like mad people.. haha

we're suppose to meet him at tanjong katong bus stop.. so we were looking for the where black or white shirt with jersey shorts de person.. or just white shirt with bermudas or some normal long pants... than from far i saw one black black person using his phone... than he was wearing so formal..

than i said.. eh that person looks like ck.. .. eh no no no.. its not him.. cannot be him..

jiayi: no la anyhow! bu ke neng shi ta la!

than we continue walking... until we walk up beside that person.. the person said 'hello' to us..

than we realised that it was really chorkee.. than we both ended up on the floor laughing our ass off!!!! ahahhahahaa!!! chorkee was wearing formal shirt... but black jeans.. with a tie.. shirt tucked in and one very bright ear stud on his left ear.. he was damn neat and look gentle!!!! so me and jiayi laughed maybe for 30 seconds to 1 minute.. i'm serious we laugh damn long... ahhaha!!!
i took some pictures.. maybe it's abit blur la,.. but you can actually see it.. haha(:

i guess that's all... need to get ready to go meet qishan.. hmm..idk leh((:

byebye(:

i so miss my smile when you're around(:

Supper

2009-12-26T02:17:00.003+08:00

okay... now is 26 December 2009, Saturday,2:18am...

me just came out of bath.. ooo.. met yw after my work and walk from eunos interchange to sing post... than to haig rd prata shop to eat prata(: he treat((; haha.. my egg+cheese prata is $2 each.. i ate two.. so $4.. he rich lorh.. damn rich.. haha. than we chat and chat and chat lor.. that's all(:

tmr.. i mean later.. working at 10.. so got to wake up at 8am? if can make it luh... haha.... so tired.. i wanna go sleep le(: Goodnnight(:

seriously,, i'm looking forward to D n D.. haha.. Gonna wear my heels((:.. i'm not excited about the dress but excited about the heels.. lols XD

2009-12-25T12:46:00.003+08:00

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Work

2009-12-24T02:13:00.005+08:00

hihi((:

above is two of the many shirts i bought in Taiwan((:

first is worn by JIAYI!!!!

second is draped on jason... haha!!

zzz.. to Work is equivalent to No Life... but Work is for Money.. Money equals to Time.. so Time equals to No Life... so life is actually nothing... cause there's no life....

okay.. i'm talking rubbish..

i hate the sad sad feeling that invades my heart, mind and soul whenever i'm alone and too tired to think of anything.. when it does,, the sad feeling drowns me like hell luh.. and i keep thinking of that just one thing... haix!~

these few days keep working, my mind only got a few main things... well..

one: is you know what luh..

two: what time is break time? ( makan)

three: dinner and dance that night how??!!!

four: when can i play ball??!!!
five: i dun wanna do cashier!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lols.. i'm serious about not wanting to do cashier... i'm damn serious!!! haha..

okay la... i sholud go sleep le.. later work at 12pm till 8pm.... i dun wanna wake up at 11pm again like today and take cab to work!! zzzzzzz.. good night all((:

Random

2009-12-20T11:41:00.003+08:00

hi people!!

well apparently i'm back from Taiwan... but have been working since than... tmr will be my off day and i'll be shopping with Marmie, Teddy kor kor and mr liau weijie((: Shopping Spreeeeeeeeeeeee((:

work is tiring... urgh.. have to stand for at least 8 hours and at most 12 hours... zzz leg tired siol.. and you know what really makes me smile from my insides till my colleagues say i'm crazy? haha:D don't tell you! bleah! XP

welly welly welll....
i'm currently addicted to the House of Night Series((: i've finished Marked, Betrayed and Chosen, I wanna read Untamed!!! i started reading Hunted yesterday during my break yesterday.. there's a book store outside Robinsons... so from now on, after i eat during my break, i'll be there reading.. ((: after Hunted i'll be reading Tempted!!!!!! i can't find Untamed online!!! damn it~! grrss! I want House Of Night Series!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay.. while i'm typing all these,, my grandma is nagging who-knows-what at me.. and my dajie is msg-ing me also who-knows-what.... zzz i've deleted here msges already.. lol.. i'm super hungry right now.. gonna go down buy CHICKEN RICE to eat... bye!!!

butterflies in my stomach..
24/7, around the clock..
inyb..
you're my smiling pill..
i will never do this -):- with you around..
just all smiles(:
but i haven't done that much since the last time i saw you..
again,
inyb.

Before Taiwan

2009-12-04T19:54:00.005+08:00

now its 7.55pm!!

have to sleep early tonight.. if not... zzz =.=

la vista di vedere e salutare il congedo è piercing in ogni parte di me in questo momento ... fa più male nel mio cuore.

right... i'm so clueless right now... omg.. i wish... i wish.. i wish..

alright today met qishan marmie for lunch... and for the first time, i finished two full servings(: 2 plates of chicken noodles.. now its 8.28pm, i came back from downstairs... i'm hungry again..((: fried rice for dinner!!!!!!!! today both my meals cost $9 exactly!! (: crazy.. hahas(:

okay.. i'm bored... shall eat dinner now... bye!!

see you all when i'm back from Taiwan, provided that i'm not working.. ): bye

2009-12-04T09:58:00.006+08:00

HELLOS((: its 10.19am!!! these photos are taken on wednesday.. when all of them came my house to dao luan((:

okays... today is last day le... must try not to be sad..): haha.. alright.. byes!!! (:

2009-12-04T03:28:00.005+08:00

its 3.31am... i'm logging of now... goodnight owls!

2009-12-04T02:26:00.007+08:00

hi.. its 2.26am currently, my whole family is asleep except for me.. i can never feel this wide awake...

my stomach is full of butterflies.. not because i'm nervous or excited, but because of........

i'm gonna leave for terminal 1 on saturday morning around before 10.. checking in at 11 plus... hai~~~

quando sarà? Non posso tenerla più ...

today, met jason kor kor go parkway rent books.... played in the arcade while waiting for heng cheong to arrive, than went to have lunch at hawker.. went to his house and attempted to sleep but failed.. left his house ard 7 for gscc.. met qishan, ck, eileen, ee ling, jieying, and 3 other people whom idk..(: we were all there to watch celebrity match!!! ((: tay ping hui!!!! than later weijie, teddy, liye and hansheng came too..((: took lots of pictures with different phones and cameras!! XP (: tay ping hui!!! too bad christopher lee and alan wu weren't there!! omg!!! i might go mad?? i will.. haha!! took pictures with tay ping hui!!! #13!!! ((: played ball a while more and went home.. than started packing for my holiday again.,. and the 'will-miss-everyone-and-him-most' feeling came back.. till now.. i'm unable to sleep... ):

staring at the keyboard*~

okay.. like 26 minutes has passed... i'm not feeling sleepy yet.. it is now 3am...

omg! i miss everyone... i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.

i shall end here.. hope to see everyone tmr...(:

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2009-11-30T13:56:00.002+08:00

hi(:

i'm going for training soon... wish it doesn't rain... i wanna play full court.. haha! i wish wednesday faster come.. but i wish it stays that day.. so that saturday won't come.. so that i won't be going to taiwan.. and than for work.. and miss everybody hell loads.. )):

tmr gonna meet yw and go to sch.. after that?? hmm... we shall see... lets guess where will i go alright? lols.. its so expected.. no where else to go le ma.. dun want go home.. what to do? lol!!!

i wanna keep playing ball these few days.. till maybe friday i won't go down... argh!!

right.. relax!! (: phew.. gonna prepare for training... i must be late!! i dun want do warm up and run like thousands of rounds.. i will collapse... haha!! stamina damn shit right now.. but still able to thrash people... lols!!!

okays.. gtg! Bye!!! (:

Patience is a virtue.
Waiting is a torture.
So which is true?
orange.

2009-11-29T18:23:00.004+08:00

hihi...

these few days really very sian.. only some days go out play ball, makan.. thats all bah.. hai... its boring you know...

i gonna leave singapore for holiday this coming saturday... dunno why i'm not anticipating it.. things i can't let go? lol... not like i'm not coming back ever again.. coming back on the 12th.. but will be starting work on the 14th... which means... ... haix... my shifts all either 6pm end or 10pm/11pm end.. afternoon also not free.. omg!! morning have to sleep you know.. ): off day also have to rest... if can go out jiu hao le..(:

when will it be?? i'm really gonna miss everybody okay!!! every single person... bc, macpherson team.. )))): sniffs sniffs*

Team.. must jiayou for your GSCC matches... haha((: when there's a will, there's a way(: win le cannot too happy.. lose le cannot too sad!! just jiayou for next match.. all the way!!! (:
maybe i can watch your last match bah.. if i got off... come see you all play match... than like that by the time also cannot play ball... sian... ):

this coming wednesday gonna meet eileen at haig rd for bball!! i miss her much much!! so we yue hao must meet.. hmmm.. now that i think of it.. i must yue lindsey ahma also..((: before i go taiwan and before i work...

i'm really gonna miss you guys la!! ): hai... Marmie.. you must jiayou hor!! don't let stress defeat you!!! ((: i will miss you de.. sui ran so long nvr chat with you.. ): guilty.. haha.. and teddy korkor.. hai... got anything can share with me..(: dun bie zai xin li(: ckck!! ((: must help me zhao gu hor.. i dun even think you will read my blog.. lol!! maple maple maple! =.= but if you got really must help me zhao gu orange hor((: and at the same time tricia.. haha((: jason korkor.. haha... dun always sleep during lecture la... haha.. you and alex and liye and heng cheong dun keep chiong-ing maple also.. lol.. waste time waste time.. hahaha(:

okay.. i finished chiong-ing my 终极三国, now waiting for 桃花小妹,, than by this week will continue my 福气又安康.. for the trip to taiwan,, i'm gonna rent house of night series to read man!! i've been wanting to read the novels since i noticed it like before my prelims started.. i'm gonna chao my mother to rent it for me!! bleah!!!!

now that i finished my post i really dunno what to do.. i've done nothing the whole day today.. my mind is cramped with orange's 一举一动 towards me... i really dunno what it means.. 你真的难以猜测... hai.. i'm gonna go surf the web now... do nothing.. lol.. play game? boring!!!

bye!
orange
Ti senti allo stesso modo verso di me come faccio io verso di te?

2009-11-24T00:14:00.001+08:00

I

WANNA

CRY

..

2009-11-23T22:58:00.005+08:00

omg... feel so stumped right now..

urgh!

this feeling of waiting... for something u might not get in return is damn pain... damn pain... urgh...

today morning went for job briefing at robinsons raffles city.. i gonna start work on the 14th of december, the second day i came back from Taiwan... crazy.. tired die me... woah..

after job briefing went to alex's house,, play maple... lol... than wait for dear coach to come fetch me to school for training..

training was quite fun(: but damn tiring.. keep running around the hall.. dribbling and physical... than me and lindsey went to TRY to dry the court.. in the end we never even use the court lor!!! damn!!! can please dunn rain for one training de afternoon? like this wednesday? ): please!!! ):

after we both gave up on drying the court.. we ran here and there cause of the fuming of the drains all around the school... and the canteen looked like this....

lol.. we kept running to places where the smoke did not disrupt our breathing abilities... =.=

its crazy i telll you(: i whole training is super random and super crazy de... dun believe ask jastin suaidah and eileen..haha.. aiya... who dun believe i'm crazy de... hai...((:

after training met jason on the bus than go bc play ball... ee ling came down too... quite fun la((: today played quite well cause got p.o.O.l... not p.o.l.... its p.o.O.l... haha jiayi knows what it stands for(: hai!!! i doomed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hc good lorh.. keep shoot me... he good... damn good... =.=

again... I AM DOOMED!!!

can't get you outta my mind...

2009-11-19T13:05:00.003+08:00

Photos taken away((: haha!

(((:

i just came back from jurong bird park with a bunch cute i.e. ugly but adorable kindergarten kids(: xp

so bored so bored! i want eat kfc!!! errr... idk haha... i think i look okay in hot pink... (above)(:

feel so weird in pink.. lol! hahaha i'm currently super random!! (:

i'm going taiwan on the 5th of december!! to 12th december! for 8 days.. lalala! going for terminal 1 at around 9.30am?? check in at 11.30 i think((: errr... lalala...((:

nothing to say... what u want me to say? lol!! (:

err.. okay bye!! i'm gonna think of something to do!!

btw.. jobs to intro anyone?! (: find me find me!!((:

holidays are fun and bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

bye!

mlu...iwwfy! w!!!! orange!

2009-11-08T18:39:00.004+08:00

meow!! ((:

my sister lend me use the computer... so. ((:

errr..

next wednesday is the last paper le.. so happy((:

hmmmm... just now went swimming with my sisters... actually i just play awhile than sit by the side... cause think too much... later flood myself.. haha.. than eat dinner.... than now at home lo... later should be playing mahjong ba? most probably..

yesterday went down to bc in the evening... wa... really is let a big big stone of my chest.. lol... hehehe... walking home that time saw jiayi.. end up i walk with him to sand playground talk talk.. talk tilll going 11pm.. than he walk me home to a certain place than i walk home myself... thank you TGG.. (: you cheer up yourself alright? (:

after yesterday i think at least got people will help me le...(: if not only me and marmie.. and marmie also.. you know what i mean right((: haha

okay than lets talk about friday... we, marmie, TGG, jason korkor, liye and ck, we went for movie at suntec(: after that went arcade took neoprints.. than marmie left for home as she wasn't feeling well.. than the rest of us went old airport road for dinner... than to grandlink for pool... than to kopitiam for prata... than we all went home... than yesterday morning had a very very crazy dream.. which i quite wish it will come true... haha xp..

lalala... think too much le think too much le.. THINK TOO MUCH!!! too bad... cannot stop thinking ma... lol.... i cannot stop thinking... only one minute the most!!! lalala... crazy le... crazy le...

hmmm... i just found out my flight to taiwan leaves at 13:50 on 5 december... so about 9.30 half to wake up than check in at 11am at the airport... anyone wanna see me off??? ((: lalala...

argh... i shall go watch drama and think more... bye...

orange...

2009-10-30T21:33:00.002+08:00

hiya!!! i'm at home using computer((: i just came back from marmie's house...

I'M SO AFRAID OF 小强 AND 老鼠!!!!! EEEKKK!

((:
我现在超级期待五月十一号！！！ my second last paper!! i'll be playing badminton with qishan and family at cc((:

okay... now for my emo post.... hmmm... isit that emo?

so sad... only marmie understand the 矛盾ness in me...
胸口的一股闷气，怎么说都松懈不了，有些话，只能对你说，但是，你看得出我有话要跟你说吗？
这些话，你听了会有什么样的反应呢？真是矛盾啊！我能熬得过去吗？

lalalas.. i just finished my dinner... errr.. nothing to write le.. i shall finish my O's first before i really 走火入魔... 再见了朋友们. (:

list of drama to be watched after O's:
终极三国，
福气又安康，
桃花小妹，
。。。(:

Orange(:

2009-10-27T13:03:00.002+08:00

yay!! i'm finished with my englishb papers yesterday... ((: today having maths paper 1.. tmr paper 2.. so excited... ((:

hmmm.. i'm currently in school using the computer, obviously i'm blogging... lol... later 2.30 maths paper starts.. (:

yesterday after paper, went to bbt with szeyee and met zixin limin and darika there... OMG! talk to limin will vomit blood!! grrr.... haha... laughed alot.. than went of to meet shuai ge kor kor than met qishan marmie after, sat at cc chat,, purple, orange, grey haha(: than went to her house.. wait for her to eat her dinner, than went back to cc to talk more and play badminton.. ((: her father's badminton,, ZAI! haha(: went home at 10pm and reached home around 10 plus.. tio gan.. but like i said,, scolding for 5 minutes, after that bathe and sleep... haha standard for now.. (: exam over? haha go mad..((:

.. now everybody go eat lunch and rest.. me? in the lab using computer.. ate nasi lemak just now... nasi lemak= fat rice... >.< :D

marmie marmie.. orangeee orangee orangee orangee.. haha(:中毒太深，无药可救，走火入魔（（：我已经进入了疯狂的最高境界（（：orangeee!! ((:

haha... ms leo came in just now to say me... yesterday reach home late my mother msg mr ng and ms leo.. !! o.o! they childish la.. haha.. like that means they got not enough power to 管教我.. am i right to say that? than they contact other people to find me.. equals to embarrassing themselves... no effect on me.. lol.. hmmm.. i know they very thick-skinned.. i'm also quite thick-skinned.. haha.. i'm typing rubbish...

hmmm..
lets talk about my cockroach adventure((:
sunday morning i woke up my dajietold us that there is a coackroach underneath my erjie's bed.. and did nothing about it.... than when i really woke up from bed,, i told my still asleep erjie that there is a cockroach under the bed... none of us bothered or even dared to clear the cockroach... well.. IT IS STILL ALIVE OKAY! =.= i sat on the room floor about the whole day to study,,, occasionally turning to look at the cockroach.. hoping it won't start to crawl around... that will be havoc i tell you.. (: at night when my father came back, the three of us told my father the cockroach was there still alive.. than he used a tissue paper to pick up the cockroach.. the COCKROACH STARTED CRAWLING!!! haha than i quickly stand on my chair.. i see my erjie and my father fight for the insectiside to spray the damn cockroach at one side of the bed... than from the other side i saw the cockroach crawl out slowly from the other side.. than on the chair i point at it and scream.. haha than my father very relax,, take tissue paper and catch the cockroach... end of story.. (:

haha sorry for the uninteresting ending..((:

i shall end... i'm bored .. byee(:

orange! ((:

2009-10-22T17:04:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just typed a long post and OMG! don't say... wa lao!!!!!!!!!!!!! my whole post gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i shall type the main things only...
well the main thing is i want ORANGE! haha lol...

people always ask you about this question in quizzes on facebook, friendster or wherever possible..
the question is just asking you whether you will choose love or friendship...
we will always answer friendship.. but when it comes to the real thing it is a very difficult thing to decide....
well.. the outcome is some how about the same.. either you choose love, friendship or both... hmmmm....
either choice,, your relationship with them will not be smooth for that period of time.. but after a period,, either both go smoothly or only one.. ......

okay what am i saying... lol

hmm.. i wanna ask anyone who reads this to answer this quuetion...

if there is this person who wants to give you something priceless and only wants to give it to you.. you can accept the gift but at the same time, your very best friend wants that thing alot... what will you do??

hmmm.. qishan marmie you know what i asking about mah??? haha lol...

i want my orange! )): orange orange orange orange orange orange orange orange orange orange orange orange orange orange orange orange orange orange.. sadded..

miss miss miss miss orange... one day only leh qishan...((:

wa.... pek cek.... my original post longer leh!!! kao!!! nvm.. i go play badminton. byeeeeee((:

2009-10-17T23:15:00.006+08:00

hello((:

I'm currently very bored so i decided to waste my time blogging(:

Since pictures speaks a thousand words,, i shall not type anymore... (: enjoy? !
((:

okok! bye bye((: hope you enjoyed(: don't scold me hor((:

Orange = no Grey

no Grey= no Orange

therefore... none... )):

2009-10-15T17:19:00.002+08:00

hello(: currently at jason's house blogging... only alex and irene and sabrina is at home(:

for the whole of this week,, i've been reaching home ard 3, bathe and study.. well.. i eat and watch tv more though... school this week was damn boring... recess time equivalent to after school 3 plus... after school 3 plus equivalent to 5 plus.. ZZzz =.= 一个人影都没有。。 4N people mia le.. sec 1-3 all after exams go home le.. left the graduating classes... mugging so hard for O's... 加油 everybody(:

Damn... yesterday morning when my sister when out for work, she came back and ask me where my favourite blue bicycle was.... Damn The Person Who Stole My Bicycle!!!!!!! Freak You!! this person cut the bicycle lock, throw it into my fatehr's flowering pot and took my bicycle away in the middle of the night!!!!!!! THIEF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Curse You!! Ride Halfway Fall Down,, Fly Out of The Seat And Get Knock By Big Big Truck!!!! DAMN YOU!!!!!!!!!! FREAK YOU FREAK YOU FREAK YOU!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRrrrr... GO DIE LA!!!!!!! DIE! DIE! DIE!

go die!... >.<

study Study Study.... i'm gonna miss everything in secondary school... ).;
I'm Gonna Stick To My Schedule Next Week... 加油！

orange(:

2009-10-05T20:05:00.003+08:00

dot dot dots... either feeling fed up feeling damn bored right now... am at qishan's house posting and slacking... errr.. nothing much..

hellos(:
school is damn sian~!!!!! today! the electrical power tripped for a total of 6 times today!!!!!!!! until the end of school,,, was damn freaking hot okay!!! you can see everybody fanning themselves with whatever they have... a freaking budget school it is... every time the power drops,, after 15 minutes -1 hour later, you will see the office people strolling along our corridor,,, on the way to switch the power back on.. when the power comes back,, it will trip again half an hour later... ZZzzzZZ!!! =.=

fortunately,, i managed to finish my physics notes buy end of school..((: than went to sing post with tat meng, evan and meisan to have lunch at long john silver! (: it was a wise choice to bring tat meng along((: than went to popular and finally bought my JONAS magazine!!!!!! :DDDD i lovveeeee JoNAS BRothERs!!!! ((: it even comes with a free jonas cotton tee!!! ahhh!! :DDDDD
welllll... walked home with meisan after that... and homed... read the magazine a dozens times or so... tried on my birthday presents..

and got abit mad after that,, but... WHATEVER... i don't wish to do anything about it... don't ask me anything about the dress anymore.. thank you... u study for your exams... concentrate... please... >.< (do you understand what i'm feeling right now? zzz don't try to understand me if you don't.. thanks alot.. pardon me for expressing my anger here... don't comment!!! i'm VERY SERIOUS. super serious face at the com right now.. you see this don't see this also dun ask anything.. thank you..

fffffrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pppppHHHeeeeeeeEEEEWWWWWW!!!!!!!
I'M FEELING MUCH MUCH BETTER RIGHT NOW!!!! my ass.. sorry for me being angry than... i am 超不爽right now...
deep breath!!! deep breath!!!

okay.. now i'm really much better as xunfang just made me laugh(:

okay...
okay...
okay...

BY THE WAY!!!
I've already planned my last week study schedule!! and I'm gonna use all my might to focus and stick to my plan!!!! 加油!!!!!!!!

I KNOW JACQUELINE YEO CAN DO IT!!!

and.. i saw my dear Mr Ng Aik Hong at my house downstairs just now,,, he was waiting for his girlfriend to end work or something... related to work la.. (: so sweet... haha SO SWEET!! ((: Mr Ng!! get married soon!! ((: must invite the Basketball Team and I to your wedding dinner horh!!! ((:

alrights!! i wanna play with xiao bai!! ((: bye!!

2009-09-30T17:32:00.004+08:00

hellos!(:

quite a while since i posted.. so i'm here(:

On Monday, I had a great chat with Asilah. Adlina, Huda and Wardah(: haha.. Chatting about boys, straights and crookeds(: XD feel happy for Asilah... Do last long and happily with him(:

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My Goodness! I miss the official basketball matches!!! Just writing about it gets me excited, the thrill of blocking every ball and the feel of putting the ball into the basket together with my team mates!! I miss them Alot alot!~ Eileen Jieying Xueling! i Promise Promise Promise I will meet up with you guys and have a full house outing after my O's, I Promise! (: We shall go to Tiong Bahru Plaza for Grillers and Hougang Mall for shopping(: Maybe ball together at GSCC and come back MPSS to thrash our Juniors!!! Muahaha!! XD Agree Agree? (:

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Full of emotions right now..
And I LOVE Qishan and Zixin for always being there for me and be my listening ears(:... i also thanik Chorkee for always making me laugh when I'm down.
Qishan... I love Bright colours like yellow or Orange unlike dull colours like grey... You know You know....

But i really dun wanna know... I'm so retard... everyone but me knows.... retard!!!!! ok okay.. shhhhh..
tired and dun wanna think..
tired and no motivation to study...
Qishan... the plan you said yesterday night will definitely not motivate me.. confirm!! ... lol
This kinda thing also cannot blog,, colours living along side each other... hai....
So impossible in the near future la.... not grey nor orange nor red nor yellow... sadded.. whatever!!!

Please dun ask me anything regarding this post except for marmie didi zixin and jiayi!!!(: I never forget you hor teddy kor kor!! (: if i forget, i'm not Maria! (:

Marmie.. maybe 那天我是不知不觉到他身边,,,我也不清楚,,都说了是不知不觉... 不算!!!!

Warning!: Questions regarding this post by anyone not listed above will not be entertained!...

(!TOP (not so) SECRET!)

Now I realised that the poly course i wanna get into so much is also related... Damn.. Marmie you so smart sure know what i mean de(:

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AND... I'm not interested in what you have to complain about her... You stand on front of me and do the most shocking thing ever possible i also don't give a damn... I'm not at a loss anyway!! !!!
Just try ta remember.... If you EVER try to mess with my colours, i will show you my truest colour deep down inside me!! Even though I don't think my colours will want to have anything to do with you except hi bye... Don't think they will even bother about you... ! lol(:

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QISHAN!!! I LOVE YOU!!! XOXO

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By The Way:

I Wanna Say Happy Birthday To All September Babies!!! (:

i'll end here cuz i have nothing exposable left to say(: byee(:

2009-09-23T16:40:00.003+08:00

by the way...

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but on second thought...

WHATEVER!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUDA-SAVIOUR!!!

2009-09-23T16:32:00.003+08:00

booo..

i'm going mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...

i am mumbling to myself right now and disturbing alex ng.... =.= ((:
help!!!

...

this is so irritating...
qishan!!!!
2 things make me crazy right now... and you know both!!! and idk i say this for what.. ... =.=

hmmm..
my prelims... i fail poa by 5 marks, fail combined science by 1 mark, fail combined humanities by lots of marks, pass english by 2.9 marks, pass maths paper by 22 marks((: paper 2 haven't get back yet because mr salim was celebrating hari raya puasa over the weekends and no time to mark the papers... hai... hai...

saturday how!! i dun want quarrel... yet i feel damn fed up!! wth.. shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. u dun talk!!! !#$%&%^#$&^$!! grrr.. argh!!!

so tired nowadays... also dunno what am i doing... hai..

you you you... I DON'T WANT!!!.... i dunno what to do with you la..

2009-09-16T21:55:00.004+08:00

hellos(:

now at qishan marmie's house blogging!!

chat with her yesterday and today... you see... you 摸清我的底 in just a few hours.... hahahaha!!

i fail my physics paper!!! how!!!!!!
good thing is i passed my maths paper 1!!!!! yay! 62/80!! very good okay!! ((:
social studies cmi... nowadays after paper will sneak home,, wait for parents to go out than i go into the house, bathe and change and go to jason kor kor's house watch 终级三国 ((:
i lovee .刘備 anda 孙尚香!!!! ((:
tmr got tuition... haix... chem dk whether will pass... hope can barh...

eekk... i hate you!! the sight of you irks me... dun appear in front of me... if not, totally ignore you, which i already do.. you say dun wan girls to hate you.. haha i will be the first 光明正大 one... mark my words...!!

omTian... its coming its coming.. idk what to do.. hai hai hai!!!!!

2009-09-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalalalalala...
i have nothing to blog...
what should i say nerh??

lalala...

forget it(:

byee(:

2009-09-07T12:46:00.008+08:00

hola amigos!! (:

so long never update already.. yeah!!!

no special events huhs... boring..

i just know i wanna play basketball match.. with coach and referee that kinda basketball match... it is so damn boring uhs!!!

prelims is here... and soon our o levels will be coming... jia you arhs..(:

always try to study but still reluctant... must someone supervise me than will study... hai... how to study!!??

sian...
i shall go waste my whole afternoon...

maybe do a few poa questions?? hai

B T W ! !

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y J A S T I N E ! ! ! (:

2009-02-21T10:59:00.003+08:00

hi people(:

):
this week sucks.. i skipped so many tuitions due to my injury..
and i din pay attention inn class thee whole of this week..
it sucks!!

Thursday's match with AHS was a disappointment..
Coach told us not to give up.. and yet in the last few minutes of the game he gave up..
and he said WE gave up.. wth...
last time i'll respect him as a coach.. never again!!

i cried for the game the whole of yesterday.. we din get our top 4 this year... which is lindsey's szeyee's celester's and my last year in this school.. and we din even get the top 4 that we wanted.. tears***

i just can't forget it.. its just so... haix...

bye people(: i have nothing to say anymore..

2009-02-13T18:18:00.004+08:00

today is the most importannt day of my life... i will never forget mann!!
match against chung cheng high main..
we lost by 20 pts exactly..
we could have lost more...
but we didn't of course..
i injured my right wrist.. din land properly... freak! now my wrist in cast... wth!
sze yee further injured her left leg.. sian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
monday we go back sinnseh see.. hope can make it by next thursday's match agaist anglican! jiayou girls!!!! we can make it! let them first year never get top 4!! muahaha!!!

siann!!! my hand is freaking pain derh!!

see my hand!! wth!!!

i'm speechless.. done with it man!
headache!

2009-01-27T20:30:00.008+08:00

2009-01-27T13:38:00.006+08:00

hi people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today is CNY second day(:

this morning went to meet mitch at parkway mac for breakfast! he treat us, xl lindsey,ojy,celest,eileen and me mac!! yay!! after which he gave us angbao!!!! yay! muahaha! he is our father Tan! (:

after breakfast we drove around haig rd and joo chiat areas... picked shirley up at blk 5 than all came my hse!!! (: mother and father at home.. they now at my hse while i type type type.. (: some play mahjong some watch tv.. haha.. jastine came too.. hehe.. my parents hide in the room.. a bit noisy.. okay.. very noisy.. haha!! i miss bball!! i wnna play bball right now.. haha.. imy imy imy! haix..

hehehehhehehheheh.

loveeileen( typed by eileenlow low low!!)

wo bu yao): (typed by xueling!!)

2009-01-25T20:16:00.005+08:00

hi people!!!! Happy Chinese New Year Eve!!!!
wish everyone will get lots of red packets alright!!
and wish everybody's wishes will come true!!
and most of all..
i wish my secret wish will come true!!
lol

today woke up at 10am..
made breakfast..
ate my breakfast in front of the tv and stayed there till ard 2pm.. haha
the rest of the day......
cleaning the kitchen and packing my table... my table finally seems neater.. haha..(:

tmr still have to wake up early.. haix...
my sister bought W910i,havana bronze... haha.. soon.. my erjie gonna buy a sony ericsson phone too.. (: haha..

guys.. who wanna come my hse take red packet from my mother? haha... erm.. this coming friday 30/1..tuesday 3/1.. wednesday 4/1.. sunday 8/1..
message me if u wanna visit.. haha. :D
can meet up jiu meet up okay... come as a group.. haha... than can play mahjong..(:
lols

awaiting the crucial match in agony. MacPherson Girls and Boys jiayou!! get into second round!! jiayou!! than we proceed to top 4 alright!!!!! jiayou jiayou jiayou!!

i've nothing to say... whole day thinking mostly of you and you and you.. and you. you.you.you.you.you.you.you.you.you.you.you.you.you.you etc.... i.w.t.t.y.. i.a.a.t.y.h.a.m.o.a.w.n.c.b.. this is written on my phone... d.y.t.i.s.l.y i.d.r.l.y.g.b.t i.l.y :
exactly the same... i will treasure you this time.. c.y.c.b.t.m ?

bye people!! i go eat dinner lerh.. once again! wish all of you a very Happy Chinese New Year!!

2009-01-24T09:30:00.007+08:00

hey guys.. sooooo long never update lerh...

tournament season is here! (not to mention school..)

first match against tampines sec.. we won.. 37:18.. erm correct not arh?

second match against sac.. we lost by one point.. wth... and i foul out during the starting of fourth quarter.. so nervous.. everyone was so tensed up. i really hope can turn back time so that i can prevent those of my mistakes and szeyee.. she got knocked to the floor and couldn't play during the last few seconds.. eileen foul.. than they got free throw.. just like that we lost the game by merely a point.. most of us cried... we all wished to win the game so much... haix.... just thinking of it makes me feel so................

third game against bedok north.. next thursday 3pm.. believe in macpherson team.. we will win the game and move on to the second round!!!! the whole team plus the boys will be reaching ard 1pm as the boys have a match at 2pm and ours is at 3pm... i wish they will come...especially **ehem** coughs* piang.. xinn tong like shit... grrs... okay!! whatever it may be and whoever it may be.. come down and support us barh!! we promise it will be a good game alright?! ((:

this year will be my last year! i wanna leave a name.. at least.. our girls must move on to second round.. and than our goal.. to get top 4!! jiayou Macpherson B' Girls'09 we will move on!!! jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!

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few weeks have passed since the school term started..
a few tests... i passed my sec three e maths test!!! woah!!!! i'm super happy okays!!! yah!! i pass my maths test i pass my maths test i pass my maths test!! oh yeah!!! =D

ytd cny celebration in school... haix... stupid things happen because of that girl... dun get her lorh!! she LOOKS like a super guai kia okay.. than she was the one who wanted the stead.. but instead she ask her friend to help her ask the guy for stead..!! than want break is her.. want patch is her.. now break again oso her!!!!!!! wtf larh... hey.. do you know the whole class is concern about you? even some teachers are concerned about you.. u looked so out of shape...!! haix.. dun tok lerh... lets keep it to ourselves alright... those who know them... dun spread... those three girl!!! argh!!!

ytd after the celebrations.. we went to sp to have our breakfast cum lunch at mac.. not fun at all luh... ch carol yz dalphine boon hng andreas edwinn anawat annd me of course.. annd after which, boon hng and andreas left.. we all walked to haig rd to play ball.. fun fun fun!! than ard 4 plus.. me carol yw went to dalphine hse as invited by dalphine's parennts..(: they are very patronizing(: we stayed till 7pm.. i went back to bc.. my bag was there.. haha.. than played ball.. wilson zb weijie weijie's brother jun liye than after that choon came.. haha pianng!! cannot like that the lorh.. p. b. c. o.!! please!!! i. x. t. l.!! very!! f. v. g. l. ! part of it my fault too... haix.. haha.. dun try to decipher these words okay(: tyvm... i sit til 10 plus thann i go home... haha.. weijie's brother is funny derh... lols... thinking of what he said, still.... haha..

bathed till 11 plus.. slept onn my bed at 12pm.. talked on the fone till 1 plus... my mother come in @#$%^ than she say help me take my fone put on the table behind my bed.. hah! where got so nice.. take and check my phonne,, hah!! u found nothing!! bleah!!! xp

sadded larh... damn pain larhs... how how how? ur fault lah.. no its mine.. nvm.. =.= let nature take its course.... haix... i. s. l. y. .... c. w. p. b. ?? lols.. again.. dun decipher it.. only i know okay!

alright i blog till here... haha.. need to do things.. afternoon got tuition.. must finish everything before tuition... must... if not my sister @#$%^&*... dun get them.. ms till so violent!!! grrr.. than tuition 3-6.. after that go bc!!!(: yay!! go there do homework,.. ;) lols
please!!! take care of yourself!!!

2008-12-30T17:58:00.002+08:00

hellos(:
i'm bored..
friday start school lerhs... do what lehs? haiz..
i'm so happy that i got my new phone! its a sony ericsson walkman phone W595(: i love it!!!! its my dream phone.. i sleep with the brochure every night and now i can sleep with both the brochure and the phone itself(: OMGosh.. hahas.. sort of a dream come true ehs? lols..
gees..
i was transferring songs to my hp when.... my dad woke up and saw me doing it... and... he ask me to help him find old songs and put it into his phone.. than i said okay.. but.. he couldn't find his USB cable.. haix.. so i kind soul lorh.. put into my phone than bluetooth to his.. mafan.. haix..
haha.. i transferred a total of 39 songs today
lols
what a wow!....
so bored!!!
i'm gonna buy ice cream!!!!!!!!!!!!!! goodbye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-12T11:14:00.006+08:00

1)Name a friend of yours whose name starts with A- Z
A: alex.
B: belinda.
C: celester.
D: dalphine.
E: eileen.
F: fauzi.
G: gary.
H: hansheng.
I: ismail.
J: junhui.
K: kevin.
L: linlin.
M: meisan.
N: nardirah.
O: OBAMA! XP
P: peishi.
Q: qishan.
R: renee.
S: szeyee.
T: tatmeng.
U: -NIL-.
V: victor.
W: weijie.
X: xuetin.
Y: yunteng.
Z: zhebin.

1)What R's favourite things?
i think its her comb and her phone?

2) What the relationship between you and E?
She's my papa!! (:

3)Who is I's best friend?
idk.. haha.

4)Who does Z likes?
idk too.(:

5) What colour does Y likes?
Blue?

6)Where does G lives?
idk.. i nvr ask him before.. haha..

7)Did you and C have a fight before?
no barhs...

8)Who is H's best friend(s)?
eh... idk.. haha.

9)What can you say about T?
MONEY-FACED!!!

10)What if W tells you that he/she has a crush on you , you will..
i.w.h.t! i.w.h.v.m! i.d.w.a.h! i.n.d.b.t.w...haha

haha.. anyone who wants to do jiu do barh.. haha.. qiuz copied from jastine yu.. haha(:

training today at 2:30pm.. meeting girls at 1pm barh? idk too.. haha.
shag narhs! this sucks man!!!
GIRLS!! S-E-R-I-O-U-S training today horh!! dun play play!! if not you all die!!!!!!!!!!

school holidays almost over.. and i only finished 1% of my homework.. OMGosh!!! heeeelp!!

tuiton tomorrow.. half maths marathon from 1:30pm to 6pm? .. aiya.. as long as i''m not at home can lerh! xp

alright people!! i'm gonna head downstairs to buy lunch for my dad and me.. have lunch and prepare to go out for bball!!! i dun care!!!!!! next year top 4!!!!!! by hook or by crook alright girls!!!!!!
MACPHERSON JIAYOU!!!

2008-12-11T14:21:00.004+08:00

hey all.
feeling shag right now. regret what i did yesterday. i thank linn , jun and liye so much for listening and the accompany from you guys. thanks alot for listening to me where it some how concerns you(jun, liye) not much.. thks..(:

no one likes to be compared to their elder siblings. neither you nor me nor anyone out there likes it. we know we do that to you. and you do that to us too. what is past is past. higher chances are, it will never come back.
this is our own life. why must we give ourselves pressure and stress because of what others say? we don't have to live up to other people's reputation. we are what we are. we live for what we want to live for? so what if we're being compared? ignore those comparisons and be yourself. i don't know you much and i don't understand you at all. i just wish you can go back to being a happy self. we all will like that i believe. i'm sorry.

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hey guys! again(:
training has been very slack lately. the feeling of belonging is fading away.. though. haix ..
right. now i'm trying to finish my holiday assignments and i still am not having the right mind to do it.. do i have a problem? please help me cure this problem. i think the only person who can cure it is me. so. jiayou!!

2008-12-06T12:11:00.007+08:00

Rule:
Tag 5 people to do the quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. Those people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending to other people.

1. What is your CCA?
Basketball :D

2. Would you fall in love with a guy older than you?
Yah.

3. Do you rather be with a guy much older or much younger than you?
Most probably an older guy? (:

4. Do you believe in love at first sight?
hmmm. no(:

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
If he's a guy, maybe? Who knows!

6. Which is more blessed, being loved by someone or loving someone?
being loved by someone!

7. Will you risk your life for ur bestfriend?
Maybe?

8. If the person you like is attached, what would you do?
wait but wish them all the best.

9. Is there anything/anyone that has made you extremely happy?
erm... currently? iforgot.. maybe not..

10. Would you rather have many friends with loose friendship / one or two with very close
friendship?
One or two with very close friendship :D

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
I'll be earning my own money and living happily with my friends and family. that's all i wish for(:

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
My friends and family(:

13. Family or career?
Family. :D

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married but poor.

15. Would you rather be a lesbianl or gay or incest?
None of the above! No way!

16. If you fall in love with 2 person simultaneously, who would you choose?
I will observe myself and them.. to see which i like most and which is the best.(:

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible things that someone has done?
I will. its not good to hold grudges on someone.. it might make me older XD

18. What do you want to tell the person you love?
Nothing. i.w.y.b.

19. What is the one thing that you regretted most in your life?
Not managing my secodary school time well. that's what i regret most!

20. If you only have one more day to live, would you confess to the person you loved?
Yes.

The 5 people are tagged to do the quiz:
hmmmm... let me sabo...
Renee..
Xuetin..
Qishan..
Jason..
Andrew..
(:

actually just anyone(: but mentioned above must do horh!!!!!!!!!! wahahas!!

wahahs..
later got match lehs..
i ate four eggs today(:
match against anglican high.. ooo
i have nth to say actually..
oooo
i miss so many people right now... expecially them(: wahahas
i'm really so shag!! gahs....

i want watch twilight the movie!!!

i'm gonna repeat my announcement everyday!

HELLO EARTH BEINGS! WHO WANNA WATCH TWILIGHT THE MOVIE? PLEASE CONTACT ME!! ITS ON THE 18TH OF DECEMBER!! BUT WE CAN GO ON OTHER DAYS!! I CAN WATCH THE MOVIE FOR THOUSANDS TIMES!! SO JUST CONTACT ME!! IF YOU DON'T!! YOU ARE NOT EARTH BEINGS!! YOU ARE ALIENS!!!

2008-12-05T12:16:00.006+08:00

hi people!!!
its quite a long time sice i've updated my blog.. i know that.. haha(:

sooo...

i've been reading books okay..
but than.. stress is coming.. less than one month left till sch reopen!.. have you all completed your homework?
i must work hard!! don't let those who trust me to do well down... i won't.. but i just won't do my homework.. this sucks okay.. zzz

i read twilight and new moon and eclipse.. i'm trying to borrow breaking dawn.. than i'll be waiting for the fifth book.. midnight sun.. OMGosh... i wanna read breaking dawn and midnight sun.. the storyline is just so captivating.. i wan the twilight saga for myself!! christmas present for me anyone??? hahas just kiddin.. but i really don't mind though..(:

now... waiting for twilight the movie.. it comes out on the 18th of december ... i'm ultra super duper uber sure of it!!.. i wannna watch!!!!!!! omgosh!!!!!!

HELLO EARTH BEINGS!! WHO WANNA WATCH THE MOVIE TOGETHER?? I'LL BE HAPPY TO WATCH THIS MOVIE A THOUSAND TIMES(: WHO GONNA WATCH MUST JIO ME HORH!!!!!! IF NOT YOU ARE NOT EARTH BEINGS!!! YOU ARE ALIENS!!!! wakakas(:

now to basketball~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
shagged... i sprained my leg last last fri... and i din play for like three matches!! this sucks lorhs!!! but than..
i love eileen(: for the last three point to the game against SCGS that lead us winning!! and thanks for calling me after that to tell me the good news! i'm seriously was whacked out!!!! surprised you know!!! and totally happpy!! (:

than last match was the day before ytd against Nanyang Girls'... its was not a good game for me.. i played despite my injury... and luckily.. it did not worsened... good right?? but its still ot good!! i played like shit that day... my performance was way off!! i think there were almost 20 turnovers by me.. and this already made me feel so bad!! than i foul out somemore.. this made me feel worst! i feel so sorry for my coach.. and maybe if i didn't foul out.. our team might not have lost so many points.. unecessary fouls!! idiot me! haix.. thanks yongwei xueling jieying chorkee chunghsien and jason for sort of comforting me.. ya and dun forget gary.. hahas(: Jacqueline Yeo will do her best in our next game against Anglican High tomorrow.. although the chances of winning aren't at all high.. but MacPherson will try our best to win the game no matter what it takes(: right?? (:

Well.. i'm doing nothing.. slacking at home.. =.= nothing to do.. so i on my computer... and guess what i do? i play habbo... hahaha.. okay.. its a bit diaoz.... hahahas.. i know okay.. trust me i know.(:
i'm bored! maybe i going bc later.. or cc? or whatever.. maybe!!! hahas(:
bye(:

2008-11-13T14:51:00.002+08:00

#1 -Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
#2 - People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own of their 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule dearly.
#3 - At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged, and list their name behind.
#4 - No tag back!!!
FACTS?

okky..... let me start...

1- erms.............. i'm very reluctant in doing this complicating quiz....
2- i'm crazy most off the time..
3- i LOVE to eat chocolate..
4- i'm in love with bc..(:
5- i can't wait for the tournaments to come..
6- i can't wait to be ungrounded..
7- i can on my com, music, television,aircon and my fan at the same time and only use my fan and anyone of the above at once.. (waste of electricity.. but i dun really care.. xp)
8- i ate 15 eggs for the past 8 days... (major egg freak!!)
9- i feeling fine right now.. after doing this complicating quiz..
10- LASTLY.. I AM ADDICTED TO BASKETBALL!!

WEEEEEEES~!!!!

OKAYY.. NOW FOR THE 10 PEOPLE TO SABO..(:
1- xueling
2- xuetin
3- lin lin
4- renee
5- liyi
6- yunteng
7- jieying
8- jastine
9- regine
10- devy

WAKAKAS!! I'M so lame..

dotz.. friendly match with yuying was fun(: though we lost... lols.. fun and team!! i love team..(:
training yesterday..
eileen- overslept..
szeyee- leadership thingy..
celest- work
lindsey- idk.. haha..

all nvr come..
so sad huhs?
but nvm.. hahas.. xueling and jieying came.. yay! training ended fine(:had lunch with liyi c.jieying and xueling.. xueling and liyi went home.. and i walked c.jieying to bus stop.. she gave me 50c to buy chocolate(: wees~ than i went home lerhs....
home..
my mother kept nagging and naggingwas so tired okays.. okkay than it rained so heavily and she didn't get to go out.. so i continued doing my own things and she continued nagging at me.. waaah~~~ tired lehs!than the whole evening was a blur.....

hahahas..
this morning woke up.. i fried eggs(: again...two eggs.. that makes the 15 eggs barh.. i'm mad!!than i made lunch for my father.. went downstairs buy papers for my dad and i bought chocolates for myself!! yipees!! chocolates rules!!! yeah!!than i came back watch X family... i know its a long-time-ago show.. but i just started watching okay.. (: was quite nice.. hahas..ate my chocolates too(:
i waited for my dad to go gor work and finally the house is mine!! wakakas!! i found my hp and checked my messages... now i'm using the computer.. than i'm watching tv too.. i'm multi tasking..(:alright.. i thing i'm gonna get my late lunch..(: bye(:

2008-11-10T13:26:00.002+08:00

hi peoples(:

erm erms.. what can i say leh?

sorry for not updating for such a long time..(:
have been spending too much time on basketball that i flunked my exams so badly..
so very badly.. but still i managed to get advanced..
so.. to me: Jacqueline Yeo!! Jiayou and buck up!! study hard now!! catch up with all my work.. do well next year.. you wanna go poly derh!! jiayou!! prove it to those that look down on you. prove it to yourselff that you can do it! prove it!!

well..

i'm got myself grounded for like... 6 days already.. and i ate ten eggs since last tuesday.. what am i gonna do with myself?! omg! high cholestrol alright girl! but it the only choice.. since i dun have the keys to my house door and i can't go out... i can't have my meals out.. and my sister just bought a 30 tray eggs last monday... so i have eggs for almost every morning.. TEN EGGS! damn those delicious eggs! xp

i'm gonna have tuition soon.. so this is both good and bad! one thing.. i can get on with my math and science.. another thing i'll have to spend my wonderful evening times in a classroom struggling with them.. =.= not a good thing.. but than i'll be having my tuition at least with my classmate(: yay... erm.. is this counted as a good thing?? lols

well well well..
i really dunno what my mother is thinking.. she grounds me because i'm playing too much basketball.. but she is letting me out for our friendly match today against yuying at ccab.. =.=.. not that it's a bad thing.. but............ ah whatever.. okay.. i'm abit tensed right now.. 6 days of no basketball.. woah!! and i'm suppose to have a match today.. okay........ it is a good thing... or a bad one?

woah.. look at the time.. its 1:39 already.. i better be of getting ready with my stuff.. i have to be in school by 2:15... or isit 2:30? idk hahas.. the earlier i get there the better.. better late than never...(: hahas.. oooo.. shock to see how much i blogged after like 1 month and 5 days.. lols.. alright..(: i must be off..(:

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