today~ i think i did nothing la.. holidays is so boring. but when its school term, we will hope for holidays to come quickly. i wanna rot and do nothing every single day. currently in a mood that is i dun give a damn about anything, just leave me alone. just wanna cry randomly. due to nothing, nothing at all. i dun wanna eat, i dun wanna sleep, i dun feel like playing games. i dun feel like watching tv, i dun feel like doing anything. just leave me alone. my laptop and music and accompany me. i'll be fine with these. ... blast the volume and listen to the songs i wanna listen, pick the songs from my playlist and match them with my mood, stare into the air and just think about everything and nothing. the past and the present, the what ifs and the or elses, the what abouts and the whys, and most importantly, when will you see me.. ... thinking of... crying again. whenever i think of crying, i just won;t cry. but i want to. i dunno this feeling. its very torturing. maybe i really should try going to the beach at night, wear a big jacket and sit on the breakwaters, listen to my music and stare into the dark horizon. hmmm. its a not bad idea. hmmmmm. i will try doing that someday, if i get the chance to. maybe during chalets, or some day when my mother finally allow me to ton.. -.- that will be ,, impossible i think. -.- end*
alright~ idk what to do now. i still got subway melts haven't eat. my mother say dun leave till tmr, eat now, -.- its so late alr la!going to 1am already!!! =.= fat! -.- i have pie to eat tmr!!! yay:D hahas
i kinda miss you, haix, i should have taken the opportunity that week... zzzz. now you don't have chance to do anything le la. zzz i miss you. omg. haix. dun read this la. zzzz. i've been discreet on this for so long. people even think i dun already. some even think its someone else. -.- zzz go and die. so many people change already. i change already. i've become less fragile, more bitch* -.- and idk... haha. i know i change, but a few things still remains. 1. i still miss you, 2. about that stupid asshole. -.- 3. my name is still jacqueline yeo. and i'm still your stupid dumbass ******* -.- ASS! i hate this la! i dun wanna be *******. apparently you appear to dun even know this. you have others on your mind la! i know la! zzzz. haix.
my birthday is coming again. zzz this year is different, i have people i want to celebrate with and i have people i dun wanna celebrate with. wth.. -.- what shit is this. its your birthday. for goodness sake. HEY TEAM!! I STILL YOUNGER THAN YOU!!! OLD PEOPLE!! HAHAHA! ... lames~ -.- wo zhang da le.
should i consume the stupid subway melts now? zzzz -.- fattening you know!!! but throw away later my mother kb! =.= how? zzzz. cannot leave for tmr also. my mother say one. than how? than how? than how? zzz i dun feel like eating leh.. wth... zzz.
okay.. i shall off my lappy than decide. hmmmm.
bye bye people. theel next tyme~ lols. what's with the theel -.-
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